My whole life feels like one big apology, and sometimes I feel I must say I'm sorry for existing. I know I don't live up to what people want me to be even when they tell me they like me the way I am, because no one is completely satisfied with another person. I wish I could just be happy like everyone else but I'm not, I'm sad and I'm damn angry at myself for being that way. I can't change how negative my outlook on life is when that's all I've seen anyway.
Look, I'm sorry that I'm a f*ck up, and I want to change myself too.
