Easing My Fever

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From the shadows of the cabinet doors

That were so soon before closed tight

Somehow opened to creek and instill with a fear

That deepens the darkness of night

A dripping sound across the hall

That counts seconds like a clock

The fastened handles of hot and cold

Loosened to paralyze with shock

I realize the culprit as I lay in my bed

Under the cover of down

It must be the girl who neglected my love

That lives on the west side of town

The fever in my veins made my feet hit the ground

Forced my arms to throw off my sheets

Yes, of course, my fever's to blame

It's the reason I'm now roaming the streets

The whores and the drunks slink in the alley

I glide by as the shout out their call

They won't remember the man dressed in black

They won't remember me at all

Now I've reached the middle of my city

My fever makes me decide where to turn

I could turn back and forget this trip

But to chill my fever I yearn

The west calls my name and tugs my coat

Imploring the presence of mine

A man in uniform seems to notice me stop

But my fever tells me I'm fine

Two blocks away from the golden haired girl

My ears buzz as I walk on the gravel

Beside the road standing still as stone

I spot a crow, and it seems to unravel

Where the bird stood is now only feathers

My shock ebbs away as I see a shine

Pushing bird mess away, grabbing hold of the dagger

I walk swifter toward the love of mine

The door is open, the baby's asleep

Her husband breathes louder that storm

And out of my mouth and eyes and ears

Come honeybees out in a swarm

They long to taste my flower's red pollen

But need me to break through pale casing

To drink the sweet nectar is all that they want

And my fever, it needs erasing

I offer to help the silent cloud

Of fluttering bees overhead

And they flank my shoulders, watching

As a kneel at the edge of her bed

Her beauty truly has no bounds

It goes on forever and more

And the beauty only seems to grow

As crimson pollen spills onto the floor

The man awakens to the sounds of her leaving

But my bees seem not to hear him

He woke up confused, then he saw me

Not even death himself so grim

This man has no pollen to spill for my bees

I thought to myself as I swung

My dagger met his broken being

And pierced his yelling lung

He's quiet now, but there is still no silence

The baby awoke with a cry

But there was no time to caddle her

Only to let the sound die

The bees now fly away to pollinate

And I expose her porcelain breast

Thanks to my crow dagger

I could carve into her chest

As I work the infant cries slowly fall to sleep

As I step out of the house of my wife

Her heart is what I truly craved

And now I'll have it for life  

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