I didn't jump into the depth, you pushed me.

Something I just can't say to you, mom.

Maybe I am wrong

Maybe I am dumb

Maybe I don't see

The way you see

Maybe I need the help

I'm probably not well

Maybe I'm messed up

And at the same time far down

Maybe I went too far

Calling you stupid even when you are

Maybe I am disrespectful

Maybe because I can't think when all I am is a skull