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40 days ago

Dear D,

Nobody cares anymore.

Nobody.

After all the spotlight wasn't on me anymore.

Who would glorify a person who shows up all bruised one day.

Who would listen to him.

Girls don't throw themselves on me anymore because they know I no more can give them what they want.

But Alan I swear is hell of a mate. He keeps me steady all the time. Helps me to study for the finals. He is a best friend of a kind.

These days I catch you looking at me all the time and you don't even bother to look back.
But I do.

It's kinda unbearable for me to look straight at you. Your gaze asks me many questions and am scared to answer them.

I don't drink anymore.
I feel lot better now.

Don't worry in a few days the spotlight would be back on me.

Even though this is not what do actually want but at least what you have on your mind would not be proven.

I don't want you to know I still love you.

But the truth is, I do.

Love,
Jeremy.


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