Loved You Too Much

Clone?!

Sitting outside and decorating the wall was not bad after all. Kelvin and I were in charge of the  decoration. There were glitter and ribbons everywhere! My cousin sister joined us, just helping out.

"Oopps.. looks like we're out of glitter! I'll go get them."

Just as Kelvin left us, my cousin sister took the opportunity to talk to me.

"You know you guys are not gonna last long.. don't you? "

"Why do you say so?"

"You're gonna leave soon! What do you expect?! "

"It will if we both are strong.."

"Just stop! He's just playing the fool! "

"I trust him!"

"He can't stay with one girl. Ever Since... "

"You're just jealous Danisha!" I spat out.

Just then Kelvin came back with the glitter.

"What's up with the both of you?"

"Nothing.. I.. I gotta go."

"Anything wrong?"

"Umm.. nothing. I just.... have something to do.

I left the both of them and went to my room. I locked myself behind the doors and sat in the floor. I felt like I wanted to cry but....

"No! I'm not gonna cry! I'm strong enough!" I thought.

I seriously didn't know what was wrong with people like Danisha. Jealousy? Or trying to help me to stay away from trouble. I didn't wanna think about all this sh*t. Seriously. So I just totally dropped this matter.

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Everything was going on just well, until the strange behavior I faced at the beginning started again. The relatives and friends from the groom's side would gasp and act weird when they see me. They would talk to Kelvin while staring at me. In their conversation the frequent word I always hear is

"Nithya"

I remember him telling me about his ex, Nithya. It was all so confusing. It's not like I'm a dead chimpanzee or something! Not only that, Kelvin started  avoiding me. Something was really fishy. Either it was my jealous cousin's plan or something else. I had to find out. I couldn't let all this sh*it create problem between us. I've never liked a guy so much!  It's not like someone brainwashed him, it's just that something was really disturbing him. I could tell. I was very close with Jessy, Kelvin's youngest sister. So I asked her

"Why do all your relatives act weird when they see me? Even Kelvin seems disturbed. Is there anything he's hiding?"

Jessy hesitated. She was quiet for a moment, as if she had ran out if words to speak.

"Wait, he hasn't told you?" She asked seeming a bit confused.

"About?" I asked back.

"His ex?!"
She said.

"Of course he did! He told me the day he said he liked me! She passed away in an accident right? He was blaming himself." I said running out of breath.