Loved You Too Much

Leaving

"We're leaving?!"

I thought. Can't be! Everyone was already getting into the cars to head to the wedding hall. I remember mum talking to dad over the phone. She said we'll be leaving a day after the wedding. That is tomorrow! Oh my gosh! I can't leave Kelvin here. It's not just "puppy love" or something. He's willing to do anything for me!! Urghh!

After getting to the wedding hall, we prepared all the Indian stuff needed. All the guests were already waiting. The wedding went on smoothly. Everyone was just having so much fun, taking selfies and sh*t! But I was just sitting in the front row like an idiot, thinking what I'll do if we're leaving tomorrow. My mum was busy so I couldn't ask her too.

I was very dull and was just thinking and thinking. He came up to me.

"Something wrong bae?"

"I think we're leaving tomorrow."

"No you're not!" He said surely.

"I heard my mum speaking with dad. We ARE leaving tomorrow!" I said in a sad tone

"Ohh.." He just said that and went off.

I was like

"What the hell man?"

I'm telling you I'm leaving tomorrow and you just ignored me?

I couldn't take this drama anymore. I felt like crying when I thought we're leaving! I saw him come out of the restroom. His eyes were red. I went up to him.

"You cried."

"What do you expect?" He asked.

"We're strong right? We can do it. I still believe in you. In our love!" I said.

"Yeah.. "

Just before I could say something, someone called him for the family pic. At last my mum was free!

"We're leaving tomorrow?"

"Yes sweetie. I have a very important meeting."

"Ohh.. okay." I said

"Did you and Kelvin break up or something?" My mum asked teasingly.

"Mum!" We're not breaking up! We'll manage."

"Good for you."

It was confirmed that we're going back tomorrow. There wasn't much I could do. I was helpless. But I still had hope! We all went back home tired after the wedding. Everyone was damn tired! I felt like I wanted to cry, but what was the point? I just felt like I wanted to burst out but no one could hear my cries inside. I stayed strong! Came back and changed into my shorts. I sat on the sofa beside him. He put his hands on my shoulder.

"What will I do here alone after you go home?" He asked me.

"Think of me?" I said

"I'll miss you!" He said while stroking my hair.

The warmth of his hands. Never wanted to part from it! We spent as much time as possible together. That night, I sprayed my favourite perfume onto my favourite big teddy bear and gave it to him. As a memory. He gave me his favourite T-shirt to me. I could smell him.? (His smell!omg)That night, I was packing. While I was doing so, I thought to myself, "It should be snowing there" After that, Snow came into my mind. OMG,? I hadn't Skyped Snow in forever! I left all my stuff and opened my laptop. I Skyped Snow. She was as usual, in her messy room.

"You monkey! Why didn't you update ANYTHING?!" She tried to act angry but it was cute. Lol

"I'm sorry! I totally forgot."

"Anyways, how's Malaysia?" She asked eagerly.

"I'm officially taken!!"

"What the??!!

I was laughing my ass off!

"Omg. Show me his pic!" She asked eagerly.

"I can show you Live Telecast! Wait just a moment!"
I called Kelvin.

~comes in~

"You guys are in love?"

"Yep!" We both answered.

"So sweet! I'm sorry but I have to tell you! You're so hot!! You're so cute! Omg!? Niya, you're so lucky!!"

Snow was freaking out but Kelvin was cool about it!

"Thank you!"

Then we talked and talked and talked.

"I'm coming back tomorrow!

"Really? Finally! The class is so quiet without you! But, won't you guys miss each other?"

"We'll manage!" We said together while smiling at each other.

After the conversation, I finished packing. I hugged him tight before bed.

"Loved you too much I guess.." I said

He kissed my nose (cute) and kissed me goodnight. That night as I went to bed. I saw another note on my table. It was exactly like the previous one. My hand was shaking when I reached for it. It was written..

"He is happier with you. He never felt that way to me. His happiness is all I want. It's time for me to go. I'm in peace. I'm sorry Niya for hurting you. I'll be watching!"

But this paper didn't change into ashes. I kept it as a memory. I prayed for her.
"Rest in peace Nithya!"

I said after chanting my prayers. I had a goodnight sleep. I dreamt of wonderful things! But for tomorrow, we're leaving.

Heyy guys.. Thx for voting and supporting me! Love you! Niya and Kelvin are pretty determined about their relationship. Will it last? Don't forget to vote! Muah Muah
-Thaniya-