Reality???

The part one of the story.

There was once a kid who didn't understand what it felt like to love (parental love). Of course his parents loved him but he couldnt love back. As mush as he wanted he felt nothing. Curiously he tried it once; by closing his eyes seeing nothing but pitch black and calming himself to get that feel . He stood there.. waiting... wanting... but nothing came. " Lol welpy af" He thought in his head as he turned around to continue watching his anime. He heard noises outside of his apartment. It was the sound of laughing kids. There were 5 of them. Each with their own unique bike. He watched them and remembered the times when his squad would chill. " Pfff, who needs those losers anyway" he said as he turned back to watch his anime.
* Flash back*

1: "You wanna invite Shawn?"
2:" Nah. I think he's boring and awkward at times."
1:"Uh....Yeah ... I mean like... sometimes. He's chill I mean"
3: " Idk I find it awkward around him. He makes a joke and I'm just there 'laughing'. You know like making myself laugh"
1: " Yeah I think your right. We should invite him next time though."

I could hear them even though I had my headphones on as I walked by acting as if I didn't hear anything. Seeing through the corner of my eyes looking forward.

*End of flash back*

Hi my name is Shawn. I have trouble loving my parents back as you saw from the beginning. I'm 5'8 with black hair and brown eyes. I'm not cute looking. I look at the mirror giving myself hopes that I could look better; growing from looking like a piece of shit to a better looking piece of shit. WHAT I really like , love, hold ,respect, etc... is anime.It's "my escape from the reality I live in" as my friend whom I call Senpai tells me. Senpai had introduced me to many animes. Some being Dragon ball z, Bleach, One piece, and all those overated anime. From there I took on to meet many other universes.
Sometimes I wish I could join them in their journeys or be the main character.

"I love you... I'll never give up on you. Ill always be there for you , respect and cherish you" said the typical main looking character with black hair , pale skin, black eyes or sometimes even blue.

Her eyes open side with a scene of her crying and her hair going up as she went back to create that scene telling you she is gonna say "I love you back".

After his confession I get pissed.
"Wtf. How? If I did that she would be friend the shit out of me. Total bullshit? Fakkkeee af. That's not fair. No girl in real life could fall for those cheesy lines. Deadass thooo."

After I finish ,I go search for more similar anime. Time goes by . Since its summer it doesn't really matter how long I stay awake. Besides I dont have anyone to hang out with anymore.

-A little explanation-
High school was very hard for me. Since all of my friends went to different high schools. I was the only who got completely separated. I only have like 3 friends at the moment. Not sure if they are even friends... But anyway they are chill and sometimes invite me to things..... Right now I'm sitting down watching my favorite anime called "Baka to Testo" . Hilarious anime really recommend it.
* Coughs and clears throat*
Okay back to the story... shit.

The rest are just random stories taking place in different timelines . With different people and some even crossovers of the other. Parallel worlds overlapping with one another without the characters noticing its happening around them.