With that I fell asleep
I woke up early in the morning maybe around 6:30 I just couldn't sleep for some reason oh wait.i know why .Luke. Luke done this to me . I'm waking him up I don't care I am pissed off and I am not afraid to I will hit him upside the head . He made me do drugs wouldn't you do the same exact thing ? "Luke ?" I whispered in his ear "Luke?" I said a little bit louder he finally woke up "Hey princess why are you up so so early? " " Well... I F****** WONDER LUKE!!!" "Shut up Em you are going to wake the other boys so I would shut up if I were you or I will make you shut up!" I got a little bit scared but not much . I stood up and I acted sexual but I really wasn't I pulled him up out of bed by his belt because he didn't have a shirt on because of what happened last night . But anyways I kissed him on the lips and he held my waist I kind of liked it .WOAH WAIT what am I saying f*** no there is no f***ing way I like him . Then I pulled away " what's the matter Emily?" "Um nothing it's just that.." "What's the matter babe?" "Nothing just this !!" And I kneed him in the nuts and he fell on the floor and then I kicked him in the ribs and I tried to leave the room but it was like someone was holding the door closed so I couldn't get out or something then all of a sudden Luke grabbed me by the hair and pushed me into a mirror it broke and there was glass in my arms ,legs in my hair and on the floor he grabbed my hand and punched me in the face and kicked me hard in the thy then the face it hurt bad I should've never done that in the first place but hey it was worth it . It felt good to hit him but then he got on the ground and punched me in the stomach then he pulled glass out of my arms,legs and my hair and said "I am so sorry Em" I looked down and he made me look back at him and he kissed me and 10 minutes later he was doing the dirt with me yes he was rapping me once again . But I have to admit I don't try to fight anymore because I know he would just hurt me even more so I don't bother . If was now 9:00 so we both got up and got breakfast together all of a sudden there was a knock on the door . Who would that be I anwser it it was Taylor .