How am I supposed to live my life when all I can think about is you? Day in and day out all I think about it you. All day long my mind is running wild with thoughts of you, us, what we could be. We could be the perfect couple. We could be so cute. We could spend all of our time together.
Day in and day out all I think about is you. I love you and want to spend my life with you. I want to be together forever. All of my thoughts are of you. Not a day goes by where I don't wonder what we could be. We could be together, happy.
How am I supposed to live my life when all I can think about is you? All I can think about is how I love you but you don't notice. All I can focus on is the fact that you don't love me, you don't care about me. The only thing I can think about is the fact that you love her and not me.
Day in and day out all I think about is you. I think about you and want to cry. Thinking about you breaks my heart because I know you never think about me. You only think about her. I understand why you think about her, why you love her. It's because she is perfect in every way possible.
How am I supposed to live my life when all I can think about is you? You love her, you don't love me. You think about her, I think about you. You want to be with her, I want to be with you. But neither of us can have what we want.
Day in and day out all I think about is you. We can't be the perfect couple. We can't be cute. We can't spend all of our time together. We can't be together, happy. I can't be happy. Neither of us can be happy because that is what life is about. It's about pain and suffering. And that is what happens when I think of you, my brain is pained and my heart begins to suffer.
How am I supposed to live my life when all I can think about is you? I can't sleep. I can't do anything. Ever since I met you I haven't been able to live my normal life. You make me forget how to function. You make me hate myself because I know that you love someone better than me.
But I can't just go away. I can't stop existing, because then you would think about me and you would be heart broken. And I wouldn't be able to handle breaking your heart because I love you. You are my best friend and I am yours. I love you and you don't love me. That is just something that I have to live with because even though you've broken my heart many times, I could never stand to break yours by just simply disappearing.
