suicide atempt.... Part 6

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my POV

I cant take this anymore i have to die

jacobs POV

karsons so upset and she locked her door witch probably means shes cutting..... idk what to do....
Jacob:KARSON WHATS WRONG WHATS GOING ON
me: leave me ALONE
Jacobs POV
My mom did somethibg thay rly upset her and im not gonna stand here and let her do it
Jacob: MOM GET UP HERE NOW
jacobs mom: you have to come here to talk to me jacob

jacob: FINE

jacobs mom: drop the attitude jacob

jacob: stfu

jacobs mom: JACOB YOU WILL NOT ALK TO ME LIKE THIS

jacob: sorry.....

jacobs mom: what do u want

jacob: why is karson so upset?

jacobs mom: cuz i said yall cant talk anymore

jacob: mom rly thats a little too much

jacobs mom: go up to your room and dont come back down till i tell you to

jacob: FINE

Me: *goes into Jacobs room before he does*

Jacob: get out
Me: *sobbing* I want get out i just....
Jacob: GET OUT NOW 😡
me:*crying my eyes out* *walking back to my room*
Jacobs POV
I just dont want karson getting in any more trouble and if that means yelling at her 😖 i cant i have to go apologize😭🙏🏼

jacob: *knocks on my door verry quietly and opens the door*

me: *still crying on my bed*

jacob: im so sorry i didnt wanna get you in trobble again

me: why did you screm at me tho?

jaob: well i was mad at my mom and i wasnt in a good mood sry

me: its ok, its not like youve never had to go through me when ive been in a bad mood😂

jacob: true true😂

me: i feel like...

jacob: you feel?

me: i feel scared

jacob: why? r u scared of my mom?

me: no..

jacob: what r u scared of ?

me: myself

jacob:what? that doesnt make any sense

me: i dont trust myself to keep safe

jacob: so you dont trust yourself that your not gonna commit suicide?

me: yeah 😭

jacob: you need to go to the hospital honey 

me: no i dont jacob

jacob: i didnt ask you

me: well im not going

jacob: *picks me up*

me: *srieks* 

jacob: ow honey dont do that my ears r ringing 

me: im not going to the hospital 

jacob: yea you are

me: your not gonna give up on this are you?

jacob: nope 

me: fine ill go to the hospital but can you promise to visit me everyday?

jacob: i promise 

me:ok bye...

jacob: bye

jacobs POV

omg😭 im gonna miss her so much this is breaking my heart💔

my POV

im gonna miss jacob so much like 😖

jacob: r u shure , you know i can just stay with you all the time?

me: yeah can we do that?

jacob: yeah thats doable 



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