Shades Of The Heart[ON HOLD]

Chapter 6

Three months later...

Katrina's pov

Its been 3months since the death of my father and the love of my life

And I died that day too, my world stopped moving that day, I am a living dead, literally...

When I woke up that day I wished everything was just a dream but the wedding dress beside my bed gave me a reality check

Michael was dead and I was never going to see him again, my dad was gone and he will never tell me stories about my mother, he was no longer there to tell me how beautiful I was just like my mother or that she would have been proud of who I became

He was not there, and am all alone...

I can never forget the image I saw when I identified there bodies, my dad had cuts all over his body, a broken leg but his stomach was open I could see his whole digestive system .. I couldn't believe that was my dear father, my hero, my king

And Michael, oh! My Michael...

He was unrecognizable he was burnt all over his face his once sexy body was covered with cuts and Burns, he had a broken leg and arm

I couldn't believe it was him and I didn't want to believe it was him but the police showed me his jacket, I bought that jacket for him and it was the one he wore when he visited me.. the day of his bachelor party

I couldn't handle anything, my emotions were everywhere just after I identified their bodies I fainted for two days straight, when I woke up mama took care of the funeral arrangements

It was raining heavily the day of the funeral, it was like the heaven was crying with me. I felt so alone even though I had mama and Alex by my side I felt lost

Alex never left my side the moment I woke up from my first fainting period
He took care of me he was a friend I needed at this time even though I pushed everyone away he never left and for that I will forever be greatful

Mama didn't want me to go back to my house and be alone so am living with her, she is the only real family I have left her and Alex

The first two months after the funeral I was literally a vegetable, I didn't go out for the whole two months I was locked in my room and Alex was there with me I told him he can go back to his work but he said he can't leave me alone when I needed him the most

He fed me, forced me to have a bath since I didn't want to leave my bed, comforted me every night when I cried myself to sleep,he would force me to get fresh air at the balcony he was practically living with me in my room he even had some of his clothes in my room since he comforted me every single night when I cried

He didn't force me to tell him how am feeling and most of all he gave me hope hope that everything will be owkey at some point. I don't know if I will ever get over this pain am feeling but i know that everything will be owkey....

Things started changing in the third month... I totally lost my appetite I felt dizzy a lot and fainted a lot, I know I was still grieving and I was not eating properly so I thought it was just that
So I started eating properly and taking care of my self well it took Alex a lot of lecture for me to start taking care of my self

But that didn't stop my condition from getting worse, mama and Alex called a doctor to check up on me and it turned out that I was pregnant

Three and half months pregnant...

I was happy and sad at the same time, happy because I have a piece of Michael inside of me something I can hold on to and sad because Michael is not here to share this joy with me and my dad will not be here to see his first grandchild

This pregnancy gave me a reason to live again and something to look forward too

There is one problem though... in my town getting pregnant out of wedlock is a biggest sin and you are considered an outcast

To save my child and my self I have only one way and that is to get married

Am poor I can't even take care of myself much less a baby... I was completely confused and lost

I had to get married and soon, who is going to marry me in this short time and not make it suspicious considering my fiancé just died

Alexander ...

He is the only one who can marry me and not rise suspicions though I will still be insulted for getting married soon after my fiancé's death but I really have no choice and I really don't care right now

Alex is my friend and am sure he will take care of me and be a great father I just hope in time I can handle the pain of being without Michael and live my life

Am getting married in a month am marrying a billionaire after all and I need a perfect dress accordingly to mama, her only son is getting married so I let her plan everything but I have to choose my wedding dress

I never thought I will get married to someone who is not Michael I guess fate has a weird twist...

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