Diary Of Two

Chapter 17

Skye POV**

I just woke up and its my birthday today. I have no idea what my new foster family is planning but I'm trying to get prepared. I got in the shower and now I'm putting make up on because Mrs. Lowridge did say she'd have as much family over here as she could get and my friend Koda and his boyfriend Max will be here. When I got out of the bathroom, I was surprised with a surprise party of my girlfriend, foster family of mom, dad, aunt, uncle, grandmother, grandfather, and a couple of cousins. My friend Koda and Max were laughing at me because of how red my face had gotten.
We finally partied, ate, and I owned gifts and I was so happy with what I have gotten. I immediately changed into what Mrs. Tess had gotten me and I put in the new lip piercings Elizabeth had gotten me. I love Elizabeth so much. It was finally time that our company had left and the adults had when to work and so it was me and Elizabeth. Her and I were laying in bed, watching a movie, and cuddling. We kissed for a while but Elizabeth fell asleep. Then I did for a while. I woke up like an hour later from a nightmare. I didn't cry but I did pull her towards me more. My dream was horrible:
I was sitting on the front porch with Elizabeth and some random guy came up on us and pointed a gun at me and Elizabeth startes screaming and crying. After the guy shot me he didnt kill me tho. He shot me in my arm and took Elizabeth with him. I tried to run after him but I couldn't catch him.. 3 weeks later after crying and having a search party after her, the news came on and it reported finding her in a creek, tied up after being beaten and rapped...she drowned.. Drowning is our worst fear. After I found out she was killed...I shot myself in the side of my head...
I woke up sweating and my head hurting and I started to cry but I realized she was still there with me. I will always be there for her , no matter what..and if her and I adopt a kid one day, I'll never give up on her\him. I want a girl so I can name her after Andrew Wolf's kid from my favorite band Found Undead. Her name is WeeBo. I think Elizabeth wants the same.
Four hours later, she woke up and her and I randomly decided to dye our hair black with neon light blue highlights in it. We did haha. Then,we randomly when shopping.we stayed in Hot Topic FOREVER. Her and I both bought Found Undead, Black Veil Brides, Dead by April, etc. t-shirts and bracelets. Then we went to the CD's and we saw a Found Undead Album and we saw that they had made some new songs but this time, they were their own. They were called Depression's a Bitch; The Outcast in Me; You; and The Seventh Angel. My favorite one is Depression's a Bitch. It goes:
The scars increase,
And my demons take over.
My luck has decreased,
And I'm more of a loner.
I attract no attention.
Growing is my tension.
My demons become legion,
And I hate people near my region!
I'm the black crayon in the box,
For I get used the most.
My heart is turning into rock,
But you can still break through.
I'm the white crayon in the box,
For no one likes me.
I am lost in a giant fog,
There's no telling what'll break me.
My ears begin to ring,
Sending voices in my head.
My wrists begin to sting,
Leaving me wishing I was dead.
I keep hearing someone say,
"Don't jump off that bridge,
And put that gun away,
And don't forget to get rid of that blade!!"
Who are you?
I am lost.
I don't know what to do..
How much does my life really cost?
And so on and so on. While Elizabeth was in the dressing room, I drew an anime looking pic of two people about to kiss. When I gave it to her, she flipped and kissed me. She loves my drawings like a lot. We are finally heading home and since I've been up since 3 a.m., I am going to sleep. I'll write more later..if Elizabeth doesn't have my diary.