A/N hiya guys hope y'all are well and happy. Just wanted to say thank you my friend for letting me type this chapter on her laptop/tablet. Anyway enjoy this chapter, be guys.
love KittyKat1612.
Recap
Amy's POV
What did I just do? I've just yelled at my own sister for not knowing how I felt, even though she has secretly known all along. Now she probably never wants to see my stupid ugly ass face again.
"Kate wait please." I say louder then I intended. But she never turned around or faulted she just walked into her room and shut the door.
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Amy's POV
TRIGGER WARNING******
Well I royally f*cked up didn't I the only person who knew how I feel is now not speaking to me. I just ran to my bathroom lock the door, grabbed the sharpest thing I could find my blade! (A/N use your imagination for this part). After the blood has finished flowing down to the ground and I have bandaged up my fresh cuts.
I strip and look at my bruises and the jump in the shower. I was my hair with an apple and honey shampoo and conditioner. Once I am done in the bathroom I go into my room and pick out some comfy pj's that have long sleeves. After I have changed my pj's I go onto my Instagram and see all that I have been tagged in a photo by an account I don't recognise. All it say is that I am fat and should go kill myself. I try and ignore it, but instead i get up and go to my mirror and look at the horror in front of me. I hear the voices in my head say.
"No one could love you ever."
"Your so fat!"
"Why are you still here?"
"You should listen to everyone else and go die"
"You know that we are right, don't you?"
"Yes" was all a said with tears streaming down my fat face.
"Amy a-are you ok chicky?" my sister asks using her favourite nickname for me just makes me melt.
"Y-yes do you need something Kate?" ugh stutter go away please.
"No its just i heard you run back to your room, and then I heard you crying. Are you sure that you are ok?" Sh*t she heard me.
"Uh n-n-no I'm not but it doesn't matter so just go back to your room and go to sleep ok!" I'm really not ok I mean I have been worse but this still isn't great.
"Chicky I'm coming in ok..... Amy open the door please I really care about you Chicky" The voices in my head start to go crazy saying things like.
"No she doesn't"
"Go kill yourself"
So I run to my bathroom and pick up my blade.
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Kate's POV
I became really worried when I hear her run somewhere in her room and I am guessing from past experience to her bathroom. I had no option but to kick in her door. I was right she did run into her bathroom so I have to kick in her bathroom door as well. When I walk in I am met with the sight of my sister crying sitting on the floor with her blade in her hand.I manage to grab the blade out of her hand and flush it. She screams at me (A/N no one is home they are at like work and friends houses.) after she has finished screaming at me she just breaks down and starts to cry. I run over to her and cradled her in my arms, she grabbed onto me and wouldn't let go. I bandaged her arms and after about ten minutes, her cries have become sobs I carry her to my room and settle her down on my bed. After a while I can hear her soft snores. I carefully slip out of my bed and into her bathroom to look for her blades.(A/N with Kate being a self-harmer too she knew that Amy would have more than one.) I end up finding overall about twelve blades. When I go back to my room I see that Amy has started to wake up.
"Hey Chicky how're you feeling?"
"I feel fine I am just gonna go back to my room" she says in a monotone?!
"Amy how about you stay in my room for the night?" I don't want her to be alone at all for a while.
"No" Maybe she is trying cover something up?
"Amy why don't you wanna stay in my room, baby girl?" Some thing is defiantly up.
"I do, but I really like sleeping in my own bed ok!" Amy says trying to convince me.
"Ok, but if you think that you can go and cut again, I have taken all you blades."
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Amy's POV
"Ok, but if you think that you can go and cut again, I have taken all you blades." WHAT SHE DID WHAT?!
"No, no, no. You can't take them away from me!" That bitch?!
At this point the voices started to come back.
"This is all your fault."
"How will yo be able to cut now."
"See she thinks that your a failure"
"Die"
"Die"
"Die"
"Die"
"Die"
"Die"
Maybe I could play along with her little act so that she will trust me again?
"Yes that is a could actually work" The voices screamed inside my head.
"Hello earth to Amy" I didn't realise that I had started to go into my own little bubble.
"U-Uh y-yeah hello Kate what do you want?" ugh sometimes she ca be so annoying.
"I can see what is going through your head but don't worry I don't think that you are a failure and I don't hate you either."
"Yep what ever!! I am going into my room and there is nothing that you can do about that ok. So please just leave me alone for a little while please?"
All I really wanted right now was to be alone so that I can just think, even though that never ends up any good for me. I usually end up doing something that I know that would regret the next day.
Some where during the middle of the night I felt the bed move and sink. I started to freak out and Kate seemed to realise that and she said.
"Chicky it is just me, go back to sleep yea" And with that I fell into a nightmare filled sleep.
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