Together?

I still love you

Leo's POV
Soo Eun came in the dorm, while Wonshik was out. However, she didn't come to pick up something. She came to help me with my plan: The plan to make Wonshik hate me. N knew what was happening, but only Soo Eun and him knew, no one else. Back sometime ago, I remember yelling at my grandfather. It was because he was forcing me to an arranged marriage that was planned like BEFORE I was born! I had no choice, and I didn't find out until that specific visit with him. It was with some random girl, whom I had no idea what her name was or what the heck she looked like! I refused as much as I could, but it really was no use. That's why everyday when I'm with Wonshik, it hurts and gives me pain because eventually I know that I'd have to break up with him. Tonight was the night I had to do it, there was no other way.

"Hello?" Soo Eun said. She came through the door with a key and took her shoes off. "Taekwoon?"

"In here.." I said. She came to where I was sitting and when tears were forming in my eyes. Tonight will probably be one of the saddest days of my life.

"You don't have to do this, right? U love RAVI, not her."

"I-I can't back down. It's no use. It's now or never though... I'll always love him..." The tears that were once in my eyes, were now rolling down my face.

"Oh Taekwoon..." She pulle me into a hug as I cried my heart out. Tonight would be the last night I'd be together with Wonshik, and I didn't even get to say goodbye properly.

"I-I'll be okay..." I sniffled.

"I know you will, and he'll be okay too. Don't worry, okay?" She smiled and did some aegyo.

"Heh.." I sort of laughed, but it didn't make me feel much better. Only minutes after I stopped crying, there was knocking at the door. I quickly wiped my tears away, and got ready to put on the biggest show of my life.

"Taekwoon, don't pay attention to me. I'll be with you in like 5 mins." Soo Eun and I hid, as he ran into his room. Oh how I'm going to miss sleeping with him in that room and in mine. Once he got in his room and closed the door, Soo Eun and myself got into our positions. She sat on my lap, and raised an eyebrow at me. I just nodded and we began, making out. It felt so weird and so wrong kissing her, but this had to be done.

He came out of his room in a cute, collared shirt, hair combed beautifully, and holding a bouquet of flowers. Once he locked his gaze upon us, he dropped the flowers, leaving a mess of rose petals and an envelope falling out of it. His eyes were starting to form tears, but he wasn't fully ready to release them from his eyes, not yet. "Taekwoon?" He called.

I was still kissing Soo Eun, but pulled away from her as he called my name. I could see her acting skills, as he had an evil look as she was gazing at Wonshik. Now it was my turn to act... "What Wonshik? Do you mind?"

"H-Have you been cheating on me the whole time? What happened? Are you-" I would never cheat on you Wonshik. I love you! I'm sorry...

I interrupted him, yelling, "SHUT UP RAVI!" Ravi? Where did that come from? Why did I just call him Ravi? I guess, it's for the best.

"Ravi? Taekwoon, I thought-"

I interrupted him again. "I SAID SHUT UP. I meant it Ravi. We're through."

Every word that came out my mouth, I felt like I was going to die. There were all lies, they weren't true.

"Huh? Come again?" His eyes were becoming more watery, but he was still holding back.

"We're done. No more us, no more Wontaek. I'm breaking up with you. It's over." Ugh... I was biting my tongue inside my mouth. It stopped me from crying, since it was too hard saying all those hurtful things in one sentence. I was just about to break out of all my hiding tears, but they must stay hidden for a few more minutes.

"Over? What? But why?"

"I-I don't love you anymore. The spark died and I think it's time to move on."

NOOOO!!!! I love you with all my heart Kim Wonshik. Please, I hope you'll truly e okay with me. You deserve much better than this.

"Uh... FINE!" His tears finally broke loose and were now falling down his heartbroken face. "GOODBYE!" He quickly ran out of the dorm, slamming the door. Once he was out of sight, Soo Eun jumped off my lap and I rushed my hands to my eyes. The tears that were being kept in, were now pouring out.

"Taekwoon? You okay?"

"I-I can't believe I just did that!" I bawled and bawled for 15 minutes, until the rest of the guys came back in. Although, Ken wasn't with them... I hurriedly wiped the tears from my eyes and turned to look at them.

"Uhh... I'll just go now. Bye Taekwoon! See you all later guys.." Soo Eun said, as she waved to all of us. She went out the door and closed the door behind her.

My eyes were as red and as puffy as fuck. I slouched over, looking depressed and feeling guilty.

"Hi guys?" I muffled softly.

"SHUT THE HELL UP LEO-HYUNG! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANY OF YOUR DAMN SHIT!" I've never seen this side of Hongbin before. "YOU HURT WONSHIK AND YOU HURT HIM BAD. HE LOVED YOU WITH ALL HIS HEART AND WOULD'VE DONE ANYTHING FOR YOU. NOW? WHO KNOWS WHAT THE FUCK HE'S DOING???" Hongbin too, was also forming tears in his eyes, but before he let them loose, he wiped them away.

"Hongbin, chill out." N calmly said. "I'm sure Taekwoon has a perfectly good explanation for this."

"I-" I started to say.

"I SAID I DON'T FUCKING WANT TO HEAR ANY OF HIS DAMN SHIT. HE HURT MY BEST FRIEND AND NOTHING CAN CHANGE THAT. Excuse me while I go and find him, before he does something to himself..."

"I-I-I I'll go with Hongbin." The maknae stuttered. The HyukBin couple went out of the dorm again in search of Wonshik. The door closed, and N came and sat beside me.

"Let it all out Taekwoon. Go ahead."

I wailed and bawled, having tears coming out of my eyes once more. I leaned my miserable face against his shoulder, causing a small puddle to form on his shirt. I really just needed to cry my heart and soul out, I just let go the love of my life.

Even though they all came in, no one bothered to pick up the rose petals or the envelope that Wonshik had dropped. After I stopped crying, and my vision became clear again, I got up to clean the mess up. The flowers were lovely, even though they got ruined, and they smelled glorious. As I picked all of the flower belongings, I picked up the envelope. I opened it and inside was a letter thingy...
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