A Second Chance In Love

Chapter 4: If you love me keep me if you don't love me leave me

I just want to scream my face is full of blood everyday because of my sister Helene I want to go into heaven and forget about the people who i loved I just want a happy life i want to have a family who cares about me and who loves me not someone who is like ''Im just gonna dump you'' or ''OO this man is handsome i'm just gonna cheat on him'' or someone who i ask OUT! and they say no it stresses me out I WANT to FORGET all of THAT! but i can't because of it. 

I went to Liam's house a lot to hang out with him i forget about the people who i love until i go to the places where i met them....I remember again its like a memory what wants to get out but just can't. Can someone help me get out of this horrid memory? I need help...I need somebody who cares about me.....but no one does...?

I slept all most everyday to dream about things what make me happy and dream about my daughter what does she look like? what does she sound like? I want to know i want to know how beautiful my daughter is. 

It was a month later I kept thinking about my daughter about her being a month old Im all ways day dreaming about her agh! Lisa! why don't you let me see my daughter! or talk to me about her! and don't even send pics of her!? everyday i shout that in my house i keep thinking ''Calm down Emeric just calm down you will see her when she is older hopefully...'' that's the only thing i could say to my self...

well this is the only thing I've gotta say to people who i loved

If you love me keep me if you don't love me leave me.