It's been 1 week sense I found out I have cancer. I haven't told Phil yet but I know I need to soon. The doctors told me that I have 1 month to live because the cancer is very advanced. I told the doctors I did not want any treatment and it there is no really stopping bone marrow cancer, treatment would only give me more time I didn't want. "Dan, let's watch the next episode of Sword Art Online!" Phil says while turning the TV on. "Phil why don't we go on a trip. You know we only live once and you never know what could happen." He looks at me for a moment and says "Is something wrong or is it just another existential crisis? Where would you like to go Dan?" I chuckle and roll my eyes. "Well we live in London so, Belgium. We have never been and it's just something different!" He gets up and walks to the fridge looking for a snack. "Ok I'll buy the plane tickets tonight and we will leave in the morning. You do know you can tell if something is wrong, right?" I shyly look down and nod. "I know I can, thanks." Phil continues getting a snack while I walk back to my room and start packing "I have to tell him soon." I think to myself.
----- Flash Forward -----
"Welcome to Belgium" a sign says as we walk into our hotel. "What language do they speak here?!?" Phil asks. I burst out laughing, "Phil, English. My god I wonder about you sometimes, are you sure there is nothing wrong with your head?" He smiles and nods his head. "Uh we are here to get our room number." He says nervously, Phil has never been great at talking to strangers. "Last name?" The lady at the desk asks. Before I could respond Phil says "Lester". "Ok Mr and Mr Lester, your room number is 09, and here is your key!" Wait does she think we are together? I mean we are but nobody knows. Well I mean we did get a room with only 1 bed. "Dan!" Phil shouts. I must of been day dreaming. I walk towards him and stretch out my hand, he takes it in his. We finally get to our room, when we walk in we both are very shocked. The room smells like pine trees and it's very clean, a huge bathroom and a nice queen size bed. "This is going to be amazing." I say as dragging him onto the bed with me. He lowers down and kisses me. I feel horrible keeping my sickness from him but he can't know until the very end. I can't do that to him.
----- Flash 2 Weeks Ahead -----
Phils POV
I can't believe Dan has had cancer the whole time but never told me. He should of just said it, I wouldn't of been mad. Before he passes out he said he thought he had more time. I'm not letting him die, especially on our vacation. "Dan, I love you and now it's time for you to wake up." I start sobbing and I can't stop. I grab his hand and squeeze it tight, and he squeezes back. "Dan your awake!" I say while wiping away my tears. "It's ok Phil I'm still here. I'm sorry I didn't tell you I just wanted this last vacation to be stress free, I'm sorry." I look into his eyes and smile. He has the prettiest eyes I have ever seen, there like melted dark chocolate pools. "Don't be sorry. I'm going to go call some people, our car is just across the street I won't be long." I leave the room thinking of all our amazing times together, I love him so much and our friends will be very happy to know he is ok. I leave the hospital building and look up at the sky. The clouds are so pretty and the sun is out. I hear a loud noise and look for only a couple seconds before I feel a car ram into me. I hit the ground and the last thing I see in my head is Dan, then I take my last breaths and everything goes black.
