Chapter 5

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- Next Morning -

Y/N Pov.

I woke up and got dressed my parents and Michael was going with me to the photo shoot and the sound check. We went to the photo shoot and they did my hair and i changed into a black crop top, pink skinny jeans, black 12s, a pink beanie that had beauty in black.

Photographer - Just be natural

Michael - Just don't be too ghetto

You - *flicks him off* I like this picture

They took like 15 pictures amd i did different poses. We looked at them and they looked cute. We drove to the sound check and the FYB boys was there.

Issa - Hey Y/N who is dey

You - Dis my mama and dad dat is my partner in crime, ride or die Michael

Boakie - Hey shawty

Durante - Hey lil mama

Chris - Hey Y/N

Que - Hey Y/N

You - Hey Boakie, Durante, Chris, Rodriguez

YM - So lil girl which one of these lil boys you in love with

YD - Yeah wasn't his name Jac something

You - *says fast* Jacquees

Michael - I understood what chu said ain't he the one who

You - Yep but let's start practicing

The E went then Durante then Chris then Que. When the song body party came on my manager told me to go and dance so i got up and went on the stage.

Que - *singing* Your body is my party baby No body's invited...

You - *starts dancing*

- After song -

Que - Damn Y/N you can move your hips

You - *starts walking away* Whatever Que

Que - *yells* I'm sorry okay i am in love with you i already told you that and I was serious

You - *Turns around and Yells back* your sorry that's all you keep saying you have to show it other than saying it until then good bye

YM - So your Jacquees listen what you did hurt her bad and she has unresolved issues that you don't understand but one of them is knowing how to love because she has been hurt alot by the ones she love deeply just give her time

You - Mom you ready to go

We left and went to my doctor's appointment. I checked in then sat down they called me back and I went back alone.

You - Hi Mrs. Simmons I'm Y/N

Mrs. Simmons - Hey Y/N please have a seat and then tell me your life story

You - Well i was born and raised in New York and my mom, Dad, brother, and sister. Life was great until i was 5 my dad started selling drugs then he got arrested. I am very close with my mom and father but it crushed me to see him go. We visited him until i was 14 because he got out. My family is still close but my sister and I aren't because she slept with my second and third boyfriende and she bullied me while I was growing up so that is why i moved here. My best friend he has been by my side since i was 3 he always cheers me up when i'm down and he didn't bully me like others

Mrs. Simmons - Ms. YLN what is your deal with your relationships

You - Well I have trusting, emotional, and loving issues because my first boyfriend was beatin to death at school and i tried to rush him to the hospital when we got there they took him in the back and before he died he wanted to see me so i went back and his last words were, " Y/N your the only person i loved and i will always love you please don't ever forget me. " I only trusted him other than my parents, brother, and my three friends. The worst part is that i thought he would be with me forever and we would get married.

Mrs. Simmons - Well Y/N if you don't mind me asking what was his name

You - Chris *starts crying*

Mrs. Simmons - We ran out of time but come back soon so we can continue this discussion and its okay the first day of therapy can be hard to bring up the past

I got up and walked out my parents and Michael stood up and I hugged them. My dad drove because i couldn't stop crying. It hurt me to bring up Chris he was the only guy that actually loved me. I could eat or anything so when we got to my house I went to my room and went to bed. I found out the concert is tomorrow so i needed so sleep. Even though i was just laying then Michael came in to check on me

Michael - What happen back there shorty

You - *still crying* W-we talked about Chris

Michael - I will be right back *leaves and comes back with your mom*

YM - Baby we know how much you loved Chris

You - It still hurts mama I can't stand the pain i miss him still

YM - Well i think you should talk to Que he seems like he wants you back

You - I just need some sleep and I will talk to him for you okay

YM - Okay goodnight baby

You - Good night

I fell a sleep as soon as they left the room but then my phone started making the notification noise. I looked and i
was a text from Issa

Issa = Lightskin_with_dreads

Y/N = xo_Beauty_xo

*text convo*

Lightskin_with_dreads - Hey Y/N you want to ride with me to the concert

xo_Beauty_xo - Sure thanks

Lightskin_with_dread - Ight see ya in the A.M

*end of convo*

I went back to sleep and my eyes were still red so I gotta figure out how to hide them. I guess I will just wear some shades.

Y/N back groud real sad? Who killed Chris tho? Should she forgive Que? Find out next chapter!

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