This chap written by Apple
Another boring day at school, how lovely. And nothing like waking up in a very dark and dead silent room. Sometimes I wish I would have a room mate, but other times not so much. I think it's better for me to be alone so I can have time to process my thoughts. I walk over to the mirror and look at myself dressed in the color-of-black-that-says-I-have-no-soul. I look up to see my short rainbow colored hair to represent that I am a les- no, no no no.
"No! No! No!"I shout hitting my head as hard as I can with my fist. I am not a lesbian! I am straight! Mother always said not to be pressured by all the gay kids. I need to remember that mother would kill me if I even think about liking a girl. I don't like a girl...... yes I do...... no...... yes......
"Dammit! Why do I keep on thinking about this! I'm straight! I do not like girls! I am not in love with girls!"I shout again falling to my knees and looking myself in the mirror
Have you ever had that feeling where you deny something, but apart of you knows it is the truth. This is what I'm feeling now. Well after almost having a mental breakdown, I shake my thoughts and head off to school. Of course this is the time when I wish I had friends so they can keep those thoughts out of my head by distracting me with lively conversations. Fortunately for me I am a writer, so I get distracted by future plots in my head. Which soon get thrown away.
Hoi Hoi readers, Apple here! I hope you liked this chapter! Boi! Boi!
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