Living with CNCO

Chapter 6

That night the boys went to their houses with their family and i was in my house only and since i was i went to the underground place. Their i just stayed down there and did my work and my dad was still not home and so i decided that i would sleep down here. So i went up and when i did the guys were looking for me and when i said "HEY" they all jumped and ran toward me. "Where have you been the whole time we have been looking for you. We almost called the cops for you missing. We were worried sick." They all said to me and i started to feel bad and i told them "I was in the basement because i wanted to be alone i guess. I am sorry that i made you worry but you really shouldn't worry everyone who cares or worries about me always end up in a death or something really bad happens to them." I then walked upstairs to my room and got my clothes and came back down and went to the basement and this time the guys came too. "So are you guys going to sleep over here or going home to your wonderful families?" I said to them in a sarcastic tone because I really wasn't in the mood right there and then. So then they looked at me and said "What's wrong with you, you have been sad and annoyed all day?" Said Zabdiel. They then gave me the puppy eyes and I can't say nothing and so I told them. "Well let just say i am sad because i see all of you with your happy,wonderful,caring, and loving families, and which I don't have that anymore since my mom died. Every since that happened my dad has never been around and is always working and i feel like he even forgot he had a daughter. And i am annoyed because i just want to have a happy family that cares for me and loves me and would be there for me when i am sad and everything else." I said crying. They then all hugged me and said "You have us as your family so don't ever feel like you don't have one. We care and love you with all our hearts ever since we meet you ok. So never feel like that and when you're sad just come to one of us ok we will try our best to help you." Said Christopher. And when he said that my heart just beated so fast for once in my life again I felt loved and cared for. So after i calmed down we decided to hangout for a while until they had to live because it was their dinner time and so that they can go to sleep so that they can go around town tomorrow. I then walked them back to the door and they said bye and when they did i kind of felt hurt on the inside but i do remember that they live right next door to me. Then i went to my room and slept since i was really tired because of school.