Living with CNCO

Chapter 8

Sorry i haven't been writing and updating so much its just a lot happened over the summer and i just started school back up so yea i may be busy but will try to keep writing and thank u all for the votes and comments i am glad i have had a lot of u read my story because this is my frist time writing and putting them out to the world. So now here is the update and it may be short but i hope that u will still comment, vote, and read. 

-from the author Olivia

Leaving me alone in my dark room, and when i was alone i went and took the picture of my mom and me when we were at the park with just me and my mom and dad together. I started to cry and read the poem that my mom left me.

You lived your life thinking that no one cared

You thought you were all alone, your heart feeling tattered

I am here to tell you that you were wrong

'Cause you see - Mom - to me you mattered

I loved you when you were angry and mean

I loved you when you were kind as could be

I loved you not just because I had to

I loved you because you mattered to me

It hurts to know that now you're gone

And never will your face again I see

I hurt not because I am supposed to

I hurt because you mattered to me

I have to live on each day without you

It doesn't get easier as it is supposed to be

I feel the loss of you to my very soul

Because you see - Mom - you mattered to me

Your touch, your smile, your funny wit

The times it was just you and me

I will miss you, Mom, with all my heart

'Cause you still matter to me...

So when I was reading that I could hear the boys talking outside, I then opened the door and looked at them. "Guys, I am sorry that u had to me like that. I am not use to having other people with me or better yet care about me after my mom died." I said and whispered the last part. "Well look ur not alone anymore. You have us now. We can be your brother's you never had."