Lizzie and I have been with the Saviors for a few months now, at first I wasn't sure I would like it here, I mean Negan has like a harem of wife's and frankly its disgusting, and that's not even the worst part. He kills other people, no scratch that he beats their head in with 'Lucille' he has a really weird thing going on with that bat. But I guess I cant complain that much, he only kills people to let the people he finds know he means business and to set an example, but the whole multiple wife's thing is wrong. But all I care about is he NEVER try's to make me part of it, the other people were surprised he didn't, so am I. I asked him and he said "well didn't know you wanted me that bad" before I could give a response he said it was because I have a kid to look after, and he doesn't want to take me away from her, which was really nice but I just think he's not attracted to me. Which doesn't upset me in the least.. dose it?
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I'm getting ready for a run with Paula and Amber when Lizzie runs into my room "are you going out mom?" "yep, Paula, Amber and I are going on a run" "can I come?" "no, you know the rules" she sighs "hey, I promise we will go out on a run when your older" I say smiling "YAY!" she yells "oh I almost forgot" she takes off her Paracord bracelet and gives it me "for good luck" "thank you sweetie" I put it on and pick up my guns, holster them and pick up my bag "will you walk me to the car?" "yes" she smiles again. She jumps off the bed "are we going to race their?" "do you want too?" she nods "okay, ready.. set.. go" we both run down the stairs, out the door and to the cars were Amber and Paula are waiting for us, Lizzie gets their first and Amber yells "and the winner is Lizzie!" I run up and pretend to be out of breath "wow Vic your getting old, a 5 year old just beat you at a race" Paula says smiling "I'm 6 actually" Lizzie corrects her "oh, I'm sorry" she laughs, she turns to me "so old lady are you ready to go?" "yea. Just give me minuet" I hug Lizzie "you be good, okay?" "I will, I love you mommy" "I love you too hon, I will be back tomorrow" I kiss her head. We all get in the truck when we see Negan walk up to the car "I think he wants to talk to you Vic" Amber says smiling "oh fuck off" I hiss at her getting out, "what's needed boss man?" I ask him "did you really think that you would get to leave without saying goodbye to me did you?" I laugh "I should of known better" "yes you should have" he smiles (which is rare) we stand their for a few second until Amber yells at us "come on Vic, we have to move before it gets dark if we want to make it in time" "she's right, I um.. I'll be back tomorrow with supplies. We are going to stop by Hilltop on our way back and pick up the week stuff from their." Negan nods "okay, be carful" I raise an eyebrow at him "wow didn't know you cared for me so much" I smile "what's not to like?" he flirts back "as much as I would love to stand here to banter back and forth, I need to go" I give Lizzie another hug "be good little one" "I will mommy" "good" I look back at Negan "we'll be back tomorrow" and with that I get in the truck as we drive out I look back and see Lizzie standing next to Negan, something she dose really surprises me, she holds his hand and by the look on his face he didn't except it. I smile and give her one last wave be fore the gate shuts behind us.
"so Vic what was your life like before the world went to shit?" Amber asks "well I was in the army, for about two tours before I had Liz" I say putting my feet up on the dash "lets see.. I know how to play piano" "you do not" Paula says smiling "you bet your ass I do. I can also sing and I am VARY flexible" "dang. So leave any family or friends behind when this happened?" "wow real sanative Amber" Paula scoffs I laugh and shake my head "no, I didn't have any friends growing up, I was always busy. As for family.. no, I was an only child and my foks were bit just before Negan found me" "wow.. I'm so sorry Vicky" I shake my head "naw its okay, shit happens. People die, its something you just have to accept" "dam that's cold" Amber says shaking her head "no its the truth!" I shake my head "I'm done talking, lets just get the Hilltop!" for the next few hours we drive in silence. We stop and fill up and sleep at another camp on the way, in the morning we head out and get to Hilltop by midday, When we drive in we are greeted by the resides "alright lady's lets get the stuff loaded up" I yell, the guys sigh but don't question, Jesus runs up to us "your taking it now? we didn't except you until next week" "what's wrong, worried that we might discover something?" Paula asks "no its just we don't have everything" "well you know what that means" Amber says smiling "we get double next time" "but then we wont have anything for ourselves" "not our problem" I say "come on lets pack it up and head out"
