15 Years Later (Destiel AU)

Chapter 10: Aftermath

Ugh. My head hurts, I can smell myself, smell like liquor. Ew. I open my eyes and looked around my room.

"Hmm.." I heard him and move a little, I slowly turn around. I sat up quickly as I realize it was Dean. Oh my, last night was- god I don't have any words.

I remember we went to the bar, talked, lefted, kissed, came back here, talked, and then kiss again, then talked until we went to sleep.

I messed with my hair as I sighed. I got up quietly, trying not to wake up Dean.

I grab some clothes and walk to the bathroom. I get undressed and get into the shower. I noticed I had some hickeys on my shoulders, we must of been really drunk. I wash myself and get out.

I decided not to go to work today, I called and Ashley going to over for me. Katie let's me off the hook, I'm glad she does.

I walked into the kitchen and start making coffee. I have to do my laundry and do the dishes. As they coffee is turning into liquid I go back to my room to grab the clothes. Dean is still sleeping, he cute as he hugs the pillow. I could feel my face heat up as I notice that I was staring to long. I pick up the dirty clothes pile off the floor. I walk out walking to the next room which is where my washer and dyer are.

I put clothes in the washer and then I got my coffee and I started on the dishes. There was about a mountain full of dishes as much as I eat out I use so many plates.

"Cas, do you have aspirin?" Dean said with a deep sleepy voice.

"Mm, yes I do" I wipe my hands dry, "I think there is some in the bathroom" I mumbled as I walked past him.

"Sorry for waking you" I said as I open the little mirror cabinet and grabbed the little bottle.

"The buzing thing woke me" he said as he crosses his arms and lean himself on the side of the door way.

"The washer, that thing is pretty loud" I looked down at the bottle, "well good morning" I give him the little bottle. I walk past him "Do you want some coffee to wash that down?" I asked as I got back to the dishes.

"..sure, just black though" he twisting the top of the bottle.

"Okay" I grab a clean mug from the sink. I pour some coffee in and then hand it from him.

He takes 2 pills out, puts it in his mouth and drink out of the mug. I dry my hands again.

"Hey Cas"

I looked over at him, "what's up"

"Do you remember?"

I looked at him then I moved my eyes. I kind of stumbled my words.

"Yes."

"Okay, I was hoping that I didn't have to tell you"

I grabbed my mug and pour more coffee in the mug.

"Didn't I tell you that I was drunk, I would still remember it comes back in hours"

He smirked "Yup, we were pretty messed up last night" he chuckled.

"Agreed" I smiled. He laughed.

"Adam knows how to make a good drink" I said as took a sip out if my mug.

He hummed and nodded.

"I miss doing those things you know" Dean mumbled, he looked at him and I stared until I couldn't anymore. I looked down and he continued, "Talking to you".

"I like talking to you" I smiled as I took a sip of my coffee, "I just dont remember how I got these?" I moved my eyes to look at my shoulder.

Dean chuckled. "I dont know? Hmm.. " he smirked and I smiled back.

"I kind of got carried away, it seem like you enjoyed it" he raised an eyebrow.

I could feel my face flush, "I was so tired".

I saw him smile as he sipped out of his mug.

"Dont you have work?" He asked

"Yeah, but I called in. Ashley gonna cover for me" I drink out of my mug.

"Do you miss a lot of work?"

"Not really...well I dont think so" I said

His face kind of faded. Making up a little sad look with his lips and his eyes.

"Do you drink alot?"

I glaced away from him and chuckled "you should ask that to yourself".

"You weren't a drinker back then"

"Things change..." I mumbled as I finish my coffee. He keeps I contact with me as I walk to the sink and wash it, I could say what I wanted to say cause I wasn't giving him eye contact, "I-I started to drink to stop thinking about you, I knew you were not coming back. So I started to date, that didn't help. The problem was that I was trying to get over you , but now I'm just drink to get stuff out".

I lefted the mug in the sink and just looked down. I could feel his presents come closer, put his mug by in the sink.

"And I'm sorry that I did that, you knew I didn't have a choice. I drank too and I regret it, I tried to date but it didn't work out that much either. I drank about that too", he paused and looked down.

"I miss the past, I became so close to the beer then I did with people.." he said and I frowned.

"I would stay in my room at bobby's" I said, "I drank and helped bobby, some nights he would bring up dinner for me" I smiled as I said this " When I came out to him after the break up with Katie, he didn't think of me differently".

I glaced at him for the corner from my eye, "Dont worry I didn't tell him that we were in a relationship".

"What if I make it up to you, to make new memories and just forget about the bullshit that doesnt matter, just like we in highschool, go to a diner or a movie".

I glaced over to him again and he smiles "What do you say?"

I turn to face him, " I like that idea" I smirked.

He smiled "Tomorrow?"

"Sounds like a plan" I smiled and stared up at him. I thought he was going to peck me on the lips like he used to. He looked down at me and we just stared at each other.

The washer finally beep, and I looked over to look down the hallway. I went back to him and then walk around him to change the clothes to the dryer. While I did that I saw him lean down on the counter and mess with his hair. Top of his ears were a light pink.
I could feel my face flush all over.

God, it's happening all over again.