Your heart hammered loudly. Your hands starting to be sticky. Your feet are so cold inside your shoes. You are excited as well as nervous of meeting your old friend. You walked on the white hallway of the building, counting the doors in your head. 553. 554. 555. 556. 557. You stopped abruptly as you reached the room where you will see and may touch your old friend. You knock in the door even though you know that he is still unconscious, you know well that is as a sign of respect to the person inside. You turned the knob clockwise, and the door is unlocked. You slowly opened the door and slowly walked into it. You see no one but a friend who has been damaged, who has been hurt, who has been stung, who has changed and who is now as life less as you could've imagined.
You thought crying all night before seeing him will lessen the pain but you are wrong. It was worst. It's worst seeing him in this state. You cannot move in your position. You are crying. You don't know what to do. You want to be angry to the creator. They've done this to you. They made you mad. You want to be dead too. hesitantly, you walk towards him. You reach for his hand. His hand that changed from smooth to rough. "I'm sorry" the only words that come out of your mouth. You're still crying. You're still mad. Every time you went here, this is the scenario. Not until Thomas and the Gladers fought the Grievers to reach the griever hole and to escaped the maze.
You're in your room getting some clean towel when you saw Ava and Janson walking towards Gally's room. You panicked. You run towards them. And you are left. As you enter his room, you'll see his eyes so wide without life. He's sleeping on the edge of the bed. He already changed from wardrobe to tees. You looked at him and into Ava, "What are you going to do?" you asked. "We're just accomplishing our plans y/n" Ava gestured to the doctors who are assisting Gally. You stopped them but Janson's hands are in your arms now. Stopping you for stopping them. "No no no Gally no" you tried to escape Janson but he is too strong. You keep on trying removing his hands into yours. "GALLY NO NO" You feel yourself weakening. Gally walk pass through you. You are crying now. "No" you keep on saying. Ava faced you "y/n always remember the WICKED is good. This is for all of us" She left you and so Janson.
They left alone in this small white room, crying.
You pained for Gally more than yourself.
Why is it always him?
Why?
You're crying and crying until you heard the gunshot.
