Happily Depressed (Ashton Irwin)

chapter 2

After chad had had fun he decided to go out to the pub. So I quickly walked up to my room and pulled out my phone. It was the real Ashton Irwin's twitter account?! This must have been a mistake tho.

@Lola86620
How'd you get a follow from him hahaha what did yah do? Fuck him?? Hahaha slut 😂

@Ashton5sos
Everyone needs to relise that bullying is no way to make someone upset, you should never try to make someone upset...

Closing my phone with the some what tweet Ashton had posted made me smile, even if it wasn't directed towards mt hate i can only hope right?? I walked down stairs only to be meet with s angry chad "Why the fuck are you happy? Who the fuck are you fucking behind my back slut!" Chad the raised his hand and slaped me across the face. Bit in my lip I help back the many tears soon to cascade down my face. "Any way Im Tired, so go to bed Hayley!" I just nodded my head and followed chad to our bedroom.

*the next day*
I quickly got up and ran to the bathroom, I've been throwing up all morning and I can't remember if this had something to do with me not cooking dinner right, but then chad would be sick too. Then I though about it, I haven't had my period for awhile and I'm sick in the morning...maybe I'm pregnant, but I can't be tho chad pulls out before he comes...this wouldn't work, if I'm still feeling sick I'll just go see the doctor tomorrow.

*the next day*

"Get me food slut!" Chad called me. I've been sick all today as we'll as yesterday. I've made a doctors apptment and I'm going there shortly. " coming!" I quickly made up chads food and the walks out the door " I'll be back soon chad jus going to meet some friends" pull in it my phone I saw I had a message on Twitter. Expecting hate I was far beyond surprised when it was a message from @ashton5SOS

@Ashton5sos: Hey I've seen all the negativity, just ignore them and continue on :)

Me: Hey Ashton, Huge fan!

I just ignored the part about the negativity because I didn't want him to feel sorry about me. It just feels wrong he doesn't know me

@Ashton5sos: If you ever need someone to talk to just message me :) I love meeting fans and making them smile so I'll try my best.

I just smiled down at my phone and then turned it off. On the drive to the doctors I was wounderin if I would have enough money to get backstage passes or not.

When I arrived at the doctors I quickly got out and wen inside. "Hello Hayley, what seems to be the problem" "well I've been throwing up for awhile and thought I should get checked out" " how are your periods?" " umm I haven't had one for a couple months" " hmm. Are you sexually active" I just nodded and looked down "can u please pee in this jar for me" I noded my head and walked to the bathroom

Walkim back to the doctors I began to worry. Handing over the jug he then went and did a test. A few minutes later he returns with a smile on his face. "congratulations Hayley your going to be a mother" "no I can't be " I sobbed as the doctor told m the bad news "I can't be pregnant" I held my head in my hands and let the tears flow.