Eventually, my body couldn't keep up
With functioning
Because of lack of nutrition.
It happened when I was home alone.
Sharp pains in my abdomen,
Spinning thoughts,
Blurred vision.
I knew that it was coming,
Yet I didn't care.
Maybe it was right for me to die.
Black slowly clouded my vision.
My body relaxed.
Just as I was taken
Completely into the darkness,
My doorbell rang.
But I wasn't alive to answer it.
I'm sorry, boy from the gym.
I knew you loved me,
But I was too absorbed in loving someone else
To give you attention.
You would've been so good to me,
Yet I stuck to my toxic relationship.
I'm sorry.
