Goodbye I love you

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Don't listen to the song yet i'll tell you when and I hope you enjoy this part it will be the last of this book, but I will make a new one.

Your PoV

It's been five years since what happened and when I seen my brother. Me and Natsu have kept trying, but it won't work from when my brother pet the spell on my babies. I knew how to lift the spell, but I can't not without upsetting my family and I need my brothers help.

I was sitting at a table in the guild feeling like I was going to puke so I went to the toilet and took a pregnancy test and saw I was pregnant again. I pet my hand over my mouth and cried silently. No I couldn't be pregnant. The spell it stopped my chances from getting pregnant again. Unless he planned this and knew I would go to him and do the spell to save the baby, but it would come with a conscience if I did. I slid down the wall and held my knees to my chest thinking if there was another way to get rid of the spell, but I knew I was grasping on to false hope. I would have to do the spell.

I walked to the masters office needing to ask him something. I went straight into his office and he looked at me with worry when he saw tears on my face. "Y/n what's wrong?" Tears were coming down faster and I was shaking. "I'm pregnant again." The master looked shocked, confused even. He told m to sit down an asked me to explain everything to him. "My brother left a chance for me to get pregnant again because he knew I would do this certain spell that would save the baby but I have to sacrifice something for it to work and I can't because it would mean losing all of yous and I can't do that, but I can't let the baby die either."

Master looked at me with sadness and pity. "Y/n I don't know what to do. I don't know the spell your brother used. It's an ancient spell that was banned. I'm sorry y/n." I managed to stop my tears then pet a note on his desk. "Master if what I fear happens then I want you to read this to the guild for me please it is my only request. I will be gone on a mission to clear my head." I left before he could stop me and walked down to the guild hall with my eyes all watery and my hands shaking. Natsu noticed me and ran up to me. "Y/n are you ok? Where are you going? You look like your going to burst into tears." Everyone was looking at me worried, but I managed to mask my sadness an smiled at Natsu. I placed my hand on his cheek and kissed his forehead. "Please forgive me Natsu. I love you with all my heart, but I need to do this." He looked confused I then kicked him away from me and walked out of the guild with them screaming my name, but I didn't look back because if I did I would break and I needed to be strong for this. I walked on until I was out of earshot and their shouts were carried away with the wind and kept walking.

Markov's PoV

She kept on walking even with us shouting for her to come back. I looked at the note wondering why she wanted me to read it. I walked up to the floor where the s-class trials were and got everyone's attention. "Before this happened y/n came into my office and gave me this note and requested that I read out to all of us. Now be quiet as I read this." I opened the letter and began to read the letter.

"Dear Fairy Tale. If master is reading this to yous then I thank him for fulfilling my request. I wanted to say I love yous, but I can't and that is why I wrote a letter to you all and asked the master to read it. I'm sorry, but I needed to do this. The reason I done this is because I found out I was pregnant again. It turns out my brother left a chance for me to get pregnant again because he knew I would do this spell to save the baby. I don't want to do it and I can't lose my family, but I can't let my baby die before it's born. I am sorry I didn't tell yous, but there is no other way to get rid of the spell. The only way for the spell to work is for me to make a sacrifice and I am willing to for my child. I have a few things to say and i'm sorry I couldn't say it to you in person, but here goes. Grey I want to thank you for being my friend. Ezra thank you for being there for me and making me feel like I had a place in this world you remind me of my mother. Happy I left you some fish at my home for you and only you. Wendy you remind me so much of my brother before he is the way he is he used to be so carefree and like you. Lucy even though you hated my guts and when you found out I was Natsu's mate. I'm sorry, but you can't force someone to love you that doesn't and I know you love Natsu, but it won't always be the same back for you, but I know Leo loves you. Master I am sorry for not telling you, but I couldn't you are like a father to me. Natsu I love you so much that nothing could stop me from loving you ever. I am sorry for not telling you, but I knew you would try to stop me. When this baby is born I want you to take care of our baby because if you don't no matter what the spell wants I will hunt you down and beat sense back into you. Choose a sensible name for the child and tell them that their mammy loved them so much and that she would be so proud of you no matter what you do and love you, but if you get someone pregnant if you are a boy and if you are pregnant I would beat the shit out of that boy if your a girl. To the rest of Fairy Tale know that I love you all and am glad to have yous for a family. If people say bad things about it's name I want you to do what I would have done and show them what it means to e a member of Fairy Tale. I will love you guys forever and make sure Natsu is a sensible parent. I will miss you guys.

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