Ch. 17 Again? Why?

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We get home and everyone starts asking me and Jenni questions but I just look at her pretty much telling her not to say anything

"Alex?" Dean calls

"Huh? Yea?" I say coming back to reality

"What happened back there?" He asked

"Nothing" I say looking down and see my hands I put them behind my back

"Are you sure?" Luz asks

"Yes I'm sure just stop asking questions!" I raise my voice and they look at me with a little fear

"What?" I ask confused

"Yo-your eyes, they're.... Dark blue" Alo says a little frightened I calm down a bit

"I'm sorry, I've just had a rough few days" I say

"But why did your eyes turn dark blue?" Austin asked

"Because I've changed, I'm not the same person I was before I got captured" I say

"What do you mean?" Dean asks I pull my hands from behind my back and show them and the gasp, I don't make eye contact I see someone walk up to me and hug me I push them away

"Stop, I'm a monster" I say backing away from everyone

"Alex it's not your fault" Jenni says

"How? You saw what I did!" I raise my voice

"What did you do?" Luz says looking a bit annoyed/mad

"Do you really wanna know? I killed 11 people with my bare hands, happy!" I yell walking out the front door but before I walk out I see their faces scared, I'm a monster I need to get away from them they're in danger now that the void part of me can come out whenever it wants I hear the door open and someone sits next to me

"It's not your fault, you could control it" the person said I look up and it's Dean

"Yes it is Dean, and you wanna know what makes me more of a monster?" I ask and he nods "I liked it....every single person I killed I liked it I loved the feeling of their blood on my fingers I wanted more" I say not looking at him because I'm to ashamed and I just feel his arms wrap around me and I start crying

"I'm a monster" I say sobbing

"No, you're not, you didn't know what you were doing" Dean says trying to make me feel better

"I knew exactly what I was doing, I remember how I killed those people, I remember how it felt and it kind of felt good" I say with my head in my hands and I feel Dean hug me I feel a weird presences I get up fast

"Dean go inside, hide make sure everyone else is hidden & don't come out till I say so, got it ?" I say switching from him to the woods

"No I'm not leaving you by yourself" he said

"Go, now" I say and my eyes go dark blue, he looks scared and goes inside I turn around

"I told you I would find you again" I see someone and they sound familiar

"Why can't you just leave me and my family alone?" I say and my eyes switch from light and dark blue

"Aww you want to protect your family?" He says pretending to feel bad and I growl "You can't protect them if they get captured and taken away can you ?" he says and I hear someone scream and someone growl I look towards the house then back at Ares but he's gone and I run inside and I see some guards

"Leave them alone!" I say with my eyes completely dark blue

"Or what you'll kill us like the other people you've killed ?" One of the guards says

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