Its gotta be you - our rebel love song

Praying for a better day...

•Niall's P.O.V•

Why did I have to go and fuck him? oh my gosh why why why why... why did I have to go and yell at him?... he did nothing wrong... oh gosh I fucking broke his heart... why do I even care?...

'Because you love him stupid'

"God damn it!" I said out loud... maybe I was to big of an ass to him... I mean the look on his face when I said it meant nothing... he was so...

...broken..

I'm going to have to fix this somehow... but really how am I?... I stood up from where I was sitting and grabbed a water bottle from the fridge, I walked up and say in my room and thought about what I should do next... hopefully explain everything without hurting him to much anymore... if that's even possible...

...Maybe I should own up to my feelings?...

•Andy's P.O.V•

It was now past midnight and I was still up, laying on my bed, thinking... my pillows and blankets smelled of his sweat and Cologne, witch to be honest... I like the smell of... it was pretty calming... shit I have to take a piss... I got up and went and did my thing... once I was done I glanced into the mirror... I look like shit... makeup stained my face in streaks, my hair was a nasty mess, and my face was still a bit puffy and red from crying, I grabbed a wipey and washed off the makeup and slipped my cloths off so I was just in my boxers and walked back to bed, climbing in and into the sweet smelling, warm, comfortable bed. I put on a slow song and drifted off into a dreamless sleep praying for a better day tomorrow...

I woke up to a nock on my bedroom door, I groaned..

"Go the hell away! I'm sleeping!" I yelled sleepily at who I'm assuming is Zoey... the door opened, I groaned again and buried my head in the pillow in my arms, "I said go away Zo! for the last time I don't wanna talk about it!" I yelled,

she had been bugging me all day to talk about what happened. I never told her Niall and I fucked after the party...

I felt someone get onto my bed and wrap they're arms around me and nuzzle they're face into the crook of my neck, I pulled my head out of the pillow and turned around to (unexpectedly) see Niall laying there next to me, holding me close...

"I'm not Zoey you can quite yelling about that" he groaned, I nodded and let him hold me, It felt good, he kissed my cheek lightly, "I'm sorry I yelled at you yesterday, I was..." he trailed off for a second...

I thought he wouldn't keep talking for a sec before he started speaking again,

"I w-was scared... it was the first time I ever felt something like this for a guy... and when I saw how hurt you were it broke my heart... I'm sorry I never meant to hurt you, I was scared I'm sorry," he said, I nodded softly and turned to look him in the face,

"Why did you yell at me?" I whispered, on the brink of crying again,

"I was scared.. I thought maybe if I yelled it would push you away enuf so I wouldn't have feelings..." he said

"Did my sister force you to talk to me or she would feed you to her pet unicorns?" I asked, he nodded and laughed,

"Yeah... but really I'm sorry... she did have to get me to actually come over here and talk to you... and when I saw you like this it hurt more..." He said, I nodded and cuddled into him, wrapping my arms around his neck, he smiled and kissed my forehead,

"It's okay... and I forgive you... just as long as you don't yell at me like that again..." I said, he nodded

"Okay thank you, I won't I promise" he said, I smiled, maybe today won't be so bad after all...

We laid in bed cuddling for a small while before I needed to get up and go to the studio, he grinned like a mad man when I got up and he got a good shot at me in my boxers, I rolled my eyes at him and grabbed my cloths making sure to go slow because of my headache from crying to much last night,

I felt two arms wrap around me, I glanced to see Niall smiling at me and grinning ear to ear, he kissed up my neck slowly, I groaned when he nipped at my earlobe and slowly sucked it, I pulled away,

"Niall I have to get ready..." I said softly,

"You are a tease you know that?" he asked, I smirk at him and shake my butt when he sat down, I herd him groan and I smiled, content with what I've gotten to, he grabbed my hips and pulled me on to his lap, I smiled at him innocently,

"I have to go soon baby I don't have a lot of time to get ready" I said, he sighed,

"Okay fine, go get ready... what do you have to do anyways?" he asked,

"I have to go to the studio today and track a few songs, you can come if you want?" I asked, he rose an eyebrow at me..,

"You want me to go with you?... won't it be a bit weird for the rest of your band?" He asked, I shrugged,

"They bring a friend or two and sometimes they're girlfriend... I think it would be okay if you came.." I said softly kissing his cheek" he nodded,

"Sure... okay ill come" he said giving me a soft kiss, I nodded and smiled widely, and stood up bit he grabbed my hips and pulled me back down,

"I forgot to ask you something..." he said, I looked at him confused,

"Okay?..." I said slowly, he Beamed at me-

"Well I was wondering if you would-"