Its gotta be you - our rebel love song

My Secret

**WARNING: this chapter is going to contain smut and more harshness with the eating disorder.**

•Andy's P.O.V•

I slowly came to it and felt someone holding me, I opened my eyes and looked around,

"Oh thank goodness your okay!" someone said, pulling me into a tight hold,

"CC! damn it don't kill the pore guy!" I could hear jake say as the grip on my loosened, I took a few deep breaths and squeezed my eyes shut then opened then again, I looked up to see a sleepy looking Niall holding me in his lap, his arms around my waist, I let my head fall in utter exhaustion

"Hey bud how you feeling?" Jinxx came over and asked, I shrugged feeling cold, I wrapped my arms around myself and shivered into Niall,

"I came in right as you fainted, babe did you eat anything bad? if could be food poisoning?" I blushed when he called me baby then my eyes went wide... if they know they will hate me forever... they can't know that I don't eat!

"Hey hey calm down, what's the matter? baby? guys!" I could hear Niall and the guys talking slightly.

"Hey Andy, it's okay, is it the idea of having to go to the doctors panicking you?" jinxx asked. I took a deep breath but couldn't stop shaking. so I just nodded... when did they say going to the doctors?!...

"It's okay we won't make you, we were just thinking that because your so skinny and stuff maybe get checked? cause if the food is bad enuf then it can really hurt you... but it's okay we won't force you to go if your scared" Jinxx asked, I held on to Niall tight and didn't let go,

Soon I had calmed down and was able to record a few songs, the guys wanted me to take it easy for a week or so then brought up tour...

"You know we have your in two weeks right?" Ashley said to me as we all sat down talking, I grimaced at the thought...

"Andy why didn't you tell me you had tour?" Niall asked,

"I forgot... I'm sorry" I said softly, he kissed my cheek, long story short: he had explained to the guys that we are dating well I was passed out because they saw how panicked he was, and he was acting different then 'just a friend' would. And they all had promise not to tell a soul,

We soon bid our goodbyes and we went back home, Niall said he had to leave and go back to his home, I had finally begged him enuf to stay and snuggle with me for a bit, he caved easily,

He held me from behind and softly kissed my neck, I suppressed a moan when he went further up then down my neck, leaving a hot trail, I let my hands wander his body and up his shirt, he found my soft spot and bit down harshly, I let out a moan as he did it again, he pulled away to take off his shirt and straddle my hips, he took my shirt off next...

Soon we had stripped completely he held me close and kissed down my chest, me breathing heavy he got down to my member and looked up for permission, I pulled him up and flipped him so I was on top,

"Let me do the work" I said pinning his arms above him, he flipped me back over and held me down,

"No. let me, you were just sick and I want to make you feel really good" he said,

I blushed like a mad man then moaned when I felt his warm mouth around me, I bucked my hips and he bobbed his head faster, taking more and more of me in, he pulled me out and pumped me really slow, I was begging for more, he grinned and stopped pumping me so his mouth could replace his hand again, I could feel the muscles in my stomach clench and tighten, I moaned loudly,

"N-Niall!... I'm gonn-AAH!" I yelled as I came in his mouth, he gulped it all down then crawled up next to me,

I pushed him over so I was on top of him, grinding into him hard, kissing his lips rough, I slid down his body and took his member into my hand pumping him slowly,