The Abused Girl

Chapter 9

*Carly's POV*

I woke up the next morning to an arm around my waist. This bed is so warm.

I sit up and look around the room I'm in and see Jake is lying next to me. Unlike all those cliche books that the girl wakes up and doesn't remember where she is, I remember. Everything.

I slowly get out of bed to go to the bathroom, but Jake won't let go. After a while, I'm able to get out of his death grip on me and use the bathroom. I come back out and Jake is still sleeping.

I slip out of the room and walk down stairs.

In the kitchen I see Julian at the island. "Hey, Julian," I say with a smile on my face. I'm actually happy here.

"Good morning," he says gruffly.

"I'm going to make some breakfast. You want to help."

"No." He says back.

"Well good thing I wasn't asking. You're helping." I said.

"You're so mean I swear. Aren't we supposed to be the mean ones?"

"Whatever."

After a half an hour we made pancakes, eggs, bacon, sausage, and toast. Julian sits back down and sips his coffee, and piles food on his plate.

A stampeed came running down the stairs. Chase is the first one that runs into the kitchen. I giggle a little.

"Holy mother of food...." He says and runs to fill his plate with food. And all the boys follow him. They all groan.

"This is Amazing!!" Aiden says with his mouth full. And all the boys nod in agreement. I smile.

"Thanks boys."

I hear a groan and someone comes up behind me and wraps his arms around my waist. I jump in surprise.

"You left me cold." He says.

"I'm sorry." I turn around in his arms and squeeze his cheek.

"I don't think you are." He says.

I lean in close to him and at the last second turn my head to his ear and say, "You should go brush your teeth," I giggle and walk out of his arms.

I turn around and all the boys are watching us with smiles on their faces. I blush and go upstairs.

I go into the bathroom and start brushing my teeth.

"You know that wasn't very nice." Jake says from behind me.

I chuckle and spit out my toothpaste. "Actually I was giving you a tip." After saying that I walk out and go back downstairs.

I wonder what it would be like to wake up every morning in his arms.

-2 hours later-

I'm laying on Jake's bed and he is in the shower. I have a slinky in my hand. I'm pulling it apart and putting it back together.

After 15 minutes Jake walks out with a towel wrapped around his waist.

"Oh no. MY EYES!!" I cover my eyes and try to walk out of the room blind. Key word try.

I fall and land on my bum. I hear a deep and masculine laugh.

"Should have just stayed on the bed," he whispers in my ear.

"I see that now," I say and let out a laugh. "Could you get some clothes on please?"

"Give me your hand I'll help you up." I reach my hand out and touch something. Please don't be his area.

I uncover my eyes and look and see that I'm touching his abs. Oh dear mother of fudge.

He has an 8 pack. Oh lorsh.

I blushed and got up. "Um... I'm going to go now... " I said awkwardly. I ran out of the room. I went down stairs and started talking to the boys.

------Later that day-------

I'm sitting on Jake's bed thinking about everything I went through and everything I was called. I see now that thinking about my past was a bad idea, but I was thinking about it anyway...

"Slut."

"No good Bitch."

"Ugly"

"Stupid"

"Whore"

"You should just go kill yourself.."

"Go die....."

"No wonder she cuts she's soo ugly...."

I can't take it anymore. I went into my stuff and went to the things I was sure to pack....my razors.

I locked the bathroom door and sat on the toilet. My vision was blurred with tears. Everything that I have been holding in just started pouring out of my eyes.

I grabbed the cool metal with shaky hands. I put the razor on my wrist and took a moment to think about what I was about to do....

I shook my head and started cutting..I couldn't stop. I started cutting deeper and started cutting everywhere I could....

My legs

My arms

My fat stomach

My thighs

Everywhere.... I stopped after I was covered in blood.

Then I thought hopefully my last thought, YOU WIN!!

With my last bit of energy I wrote with my blood on the bathtub......SORRY

(Her arm above)

*Jake's POV*

The guys and I were out at the mall we wanted to buy Carly something for her birthday since it's next week. I can't wait 'till then because I'm telling her how I feel about her. I bought her a 5 foot stuffed teddy bear, the new Michael Vey book, a new perfume, and a few t-shirts from Hot Topic.

I can't wait to see her face when she sees everything I bought her. Were on our way back to the house and we were all joking around and laughing until I got a horrible feeling in my stomach....

"Step on it, Julian," I said to him.

"Why? What's wrong?"

"Ask questions later just go...I have a bad feeling.." I'm almost always right with bad feelings.

We pull up to the house and I run in and upstairs to check on Carly. I open my bedroom door to see nobody in there but the bathroom door shut.

I go up and knock on the door when nobody answers I start calling her name. "CARLY??! Are you in there??" when I get no answer I try to bust down the door.

It won't budge so I call all the guys upstairs and tell them to run. I hear elephants running up the stairs. "Guys help me bust the door down." After three tries the door gives in and what we see mkes my heart stop. "No no no no no no no," This can't be.

Carly is on the floor with all this blood around her. I run to her and see she cut herself. "NO NO NO NO NO CARLY!!!! CALL THE COPS NOW!!!!" I shout to anybody that's listening.

I lift her up and see her eyes roll to the back of her head. Right when I'm positive I want someone in my life they leave. Please don't die on me.

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*edited*