The Abused Girl

Chapter 11

*Carly's POV*

I feel myself start to wake up...I feel like I took a long nap. I open my eyes with much trouble.

I look to my right and see the guys and I look to my left and see Jake sitting with his head in his hands. The guys haven't noticed I'm awake yet.

"Can i have some water?" I say with a scratchy voice. They all look up at me and start smiling then all together frown. Chase hands me some water. I drink it thirstily.

"Carly I'm so glad you're okay....." Julian says with tears in his eyes. I don't know why he is crying.

"Yeah....." I reply.

"I'll go get the doctor," says Drake.

We all sit in silence. I'm just gonna tell them why I cut because I know that's what they want to know.

"I started thinking about my past and everything that happened to me. I felt like I shouldn't be alive anymore. I'm sorry."

"Baby girl, that is never okay. Whenever you think you should die you need to call one of us. It doesn't even have to be me." Jake says.

"Okay. I really am sorry though."

The doctor walks in and smiles at all of us. "Hey Carly. How are you?"

"Fine,"

"Okay. Now I really am sorry to tell you this. But since you tried to commit suicide. You are under suicide watch and you have to go to an institution for a little bit."

Everyone was silent. We didn't know what to say. In books I would be able to go home but I guess not here.

"Okay. How long will I be there? Do you know?" I asked.

"It depends on what the doctors say."

"Oh okay"

"We will call an institution and I'll register you in there. Okay? Any other questions?"

"Yes. How will I get there?"

"You will have to be taken by a police officer."

I nodded in understanding.

-4 hours later-

The cop just arrived and me and the boys already said goodbye. I hugged them all one more time. The cop walked up to me. "I want you to understand that this is policy and presedure. I wish I didn't have to do this but I do. I hope you understand."

I nodded. He pulled out his handcuffs and put them on my wrists. The boys looked at him in shock. Jake looked angry. "It's okay," I said to them.

They nodded. They were going to follow me there to say goodbye.

We got in our cars and left. I was in the back of the cop car. And this cop was going like 90 miles an hour. Let me remind you it is like 1 am. I'm tired and I keep dozing off..I'm trying to stay awake. We get there within an hour.

This place I'm going to is called Rolling Hills Hospital. It's for people that have depression, eating disorders, anxiety, etc.

We get out of the cars and walk in. The man took off my handcuffs and apologized again. I told him it was fine and that it understand.

They took me to a back room and took my vitals. Then they asked me a whole bunch of questions. I answered them all truthfully. After 20 minutes they allowed the guys to come back because they said that they were my brothers.

They came in with some of my clothes,tooth brush, hair brush, etc. I got up and hugged all of them. We started talking and after a while they had to go so I hugged them all one more time and walked through the hospital. We went upstairs and I saw this big desk in the middle of a room. There was 2 hallways I'm guessing those were the rooms. They asked me a bunch of questions again and it was about 4 in the morning till I could go to bed.

-1 month later-

It's finally the day that I get to go home. I miss my home, the guys, my bed. I was able to have visiting days but I still miss them.

I walk down the hallway and see all the guys I run up to Jake and give him a huge hug. I don't want to let go. When I was in the hospital I noticed something that I thought would never come to me: I love Jake.

After a while I let go and hug the other guys.

We went home and I walked in the house and noticed how clean the house was. I had to pee so I went in the bathroom...the same bathroom I tried to commit in.

It was all cleaned up but you could see the stain on the white floor.

I did my business and walked out to the guys. "So, tonight the guys and I wanted to go celebrate you being here. So we are going out to a club. Do you want to go?" Chase said.

"Um....yeah." I haven't been home in a month of course I want to.

So 3 hours later were all ready. I'm wearing a white, skin tight dress.

All the guys are wearing pretty much the same thing. Dark jeans and a nice shirt with the sleeves rolled up.

We all get in the car and head over to Jack's Place. That's the club were going to.

We get there and get out of the car. We walk in and the music is playing. They are playing Tech N9ne. I love Tech N9ne.

"You wanna get a drink?" Asks Jake.

"Yeah," I respond.

We push our way through all the people there and get to the bar. There is this cute guy there, but not as cute as Jake. I look at his name tag and see his name is Ashton.

"Can we have some whiskey please?" I ask. I want something strong so I can get drunk.

He nods and fixes our drinks. I thank him and turn towards Jake but he isn't there. I look around and see him with a girl. He has her pinned to the wall and is kissing her agressively with his hands on her butt.

I have tears in my eyes and I down both of the shots. Right when I think he wants me he had to go and do that.

I order 5 more shots and down them.

I walk out of the bar while stumbling. I'm a lightweight. I go to the side of the building and slide down the wall and start crying.

"What's wrong, beautiful?" Some guy asks.

"No- *hiccup* -thing."

"Oh come on. Don't be like that." He says with a smirk.

"Leave me alone." I stand up to walk out of the ally way. But he puts his arm out to block me. "Move your arm."

"What if I don't want to?"

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