Prologue: Me Yet You and I

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December 23 2012

It was a day like any other. It was boring, disgusting, and full of lies. I was supposed to spend that day finding a gift for the person I like. I guess we had the same plan to visit the same shop, guess you're thinking I am lucky huh? Yeah Lucky enough to meet my best friend - I mean her boyfriend. Disgusting, It was the most disgusting sight I've ever seen. I quickly shoved my present to her and ran. Why? What do you expect. Its the same old shit happening in every century. The man who was closest to you falling for the same person that you want. I asked him why the following hour, he answered me ...

"Why do you care ? You said you don't like her right? Coward."

Was I hurt? Probably, my best friend saying that to my face non-chantedly, with a straight-forward grin and a forceful voice. I decided to take this like a man so I just said this "Well OK just asking." then we parted ways. I thought that was the end of it. Betrayal I can take. I did just meet him last year, I tried to reason to myself. It calmed me yes it did. but what of it?

When I reached home another scenario was being laid before me, yet again. Lies, my mother was lying. She was telling my Dad every lie I could ever think off. I can't take this anymore. Why do the male of our family always have to put up with this ? I just went straight to me and my dads room. I guess it did matter who get's the kicks inside the house. SLAM. I heard the front door slammed shut so hard that it slightly rocked my favorite family picture.

It was Me,My Dad and Mum, and Sis. Sis... Maybe she'll return tonight? or will she ... It's been 10 months since my sister disappeared. Mysteriously going to school then disappearing suddenly with 0 trace. The weirdest part was no one in her class remembered her. That must be what cracked Mum's head. After that Mum kept getting drunk and spending the days (when dad was out on meetings) with other men. She became a whore. I don't really care anymore. but . . . sis ? why did you have to disappear ? I am lonely... There's no one here that cares about me anymore. I understand Dad's issue since ... well I am a man but ... Will you ever return to us?

December 24 2012

10:37 pm

I decided to confess to the girl. Despite her having a boyfriend, at least I get to say what I need to say. Guess she doesn't take confessions to good huh? I got slapped in front of the train station today, got beaten up by people I don't know ... stupid people who don't even know what was happening with the two of us, and then got sent to Juvie because i "fought back". All in all I got home at 10:30 this evening. Dad was drunk, he was never drunk, HE NEVER DRINKS. But Dad was drunk today, and Mum was on Dad... I don't even want to know.

I scurried to my room, who do I tell my experiences too ? To this empty walls of my(yes Dad moved out of the room last night so it's mine now) room? To the chirping grasshoppers? or just cry my wasted body to sleep? No, I still have this Diary. At the very least this won't be taken from me. Not once , not ever. This will be my memory. My sanity written down and expressed in words and ideas. I dare not to make a bigger note on this but ... I found something, a lead to my sisters whereabouts. I searched Sis' hidden compartments today. The first secret of her I've ever found. It was a diary, unlike this It was beautiful - pink, with a lot of bunny designs and the aroma that my sister likes to put on her stuff. It was nostalgic, It made me remember how she protected me from Mum when she was drunk and from my classmates who'er always trying to get money from me. She was my saviour... but she could'nt save herself. Why ?

Let us skip the rhetoric and senile talk. What I found written inside of it was a peculiar charm but... It has many requirements like when,how, and how many would participate if I were to do it. It has to be done on a Full moon when there is a brewing storm inside a school with 2 or more companions. Everything was set for me besides the last part. I guess losing that jerk as a best friend had hurt my social life more than it intended to... and especially after what happened with Liz ... I don't even want to know. Argh! Why does life have to be so difficult for me? Well Doesn't matter I'll just enjoy this Christmas night with myself...

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