Dreams - Sequel To Only You

Hospitals and Home?

'Wait what' I say. I was dead. Everyone was. But now  sit here next to Joe. Confused.

'Ellie, your 14. Your parents died in a car crash and your lucky you survived' Joe tells me. What?

'No. No. No. No. I'm dead. YOUR dead. Caspar and Zoe and Alfie and and ugh' I sigh as I sink back into my hospital bed. Was it really all a dream? Are my parents actually gone? What do I do now?

'Elle, I think you were dreaming. You were kinda in a coma' He tells me. A come? Seriously. I don't understand this. I'm not 14. What about Jim? I mean my best friends girlfriend Tanya!

'Joe, where's Jim?' I ask him. Since I spoke to Jim all the time over the phone and in messages he is probably worried sick.

'He's getting food' He tells me. Hesitant of my reply.

'I need to see him. He's my best friend' I tell him. He sighs. I go to get out the bed but Joe stands up and pushes me back down.

'Woah, Ellie you can't leave the hospital bed. I'll go get.....Jim and then i'll go get you some food okay?' He asks me.

'Okay' I tell him. 'Now can you get me my usual Mr Sugg. You should remember, I mean it was only 3 years right?' I ask him with a chuckle.

'There's the Ellie I know! Anyway are we good? I mean, I haven't spoke to you in 3 years Ellie' He says to me. I sigh. I need as many people in my life as I can get at the minute. I need him.

'Joe. All I wanted throughout those 3 years was to see you. I wouldn't have been mad. Even if I was ot with Jim and I saw you in town and we just waved. I would be fine with that Joe. Because I missed you. Of course were good. Who doesn't forgive someone. Especially if they get you food. Oh yeah when you get bck me and Jim are explaining everything that has happened in the past 3 years to you APART FROM our inside Jokes. You can learn about my personality. I'm a completely different person now Mr Sugg' I say to him. He smiles trying to process everything I just said.

'Okay then Garner. BRING. IT!' He tells me as he waves and walks out the door. I sigh. I lay back on the chair. I'm happy to have Joe but as I sit here and think about everything something hits me. My Family is gone. My dog. My brother. My mum. My step-dad. Gone. I didn't process it before I was in shock but....A single tear rolls down my cheek and then I burst into sobs. They are gone and I can't do anything about it. Jim runs into the room. I was still sobbing. Whoops.

'Sophasaurus whats up?' Jim asks.

'Suggarey, I was in a coma. Had a weird dream we were all dead. Then my family are dead in reality. And it all just hit me Jim. And now there is Joe as well. I just need to process it. I'll be fine eventually'I say through sobs. He just hugs me. Jims a great friendo. He sits down.

'So, Sophie, I get to see you EVERYDAY from now on' Suggarey Says.

'OMG, I call you suggarey and then Joe's last name is Sugg and OMG this will be embarrassing!' I say to JIm.

'Well, Joe is a Youtuber. A young one though.' Jim tells me.

'I know! I still kinda fangirl a bit' I tell him. We both laugh. Joe walks in with LOADS of food.

'You tell him, Suggarey!' I tell Jim.

'SUGGAREY!' Joe exclaims. We all laugh. A doctor comes in as Joe passes me my food.

'Ahhhh Miss Garner, so you are looking well. Other than your leg that is in a cast you look well. You are free to leave today. Your going to your grandmothers if I am correct' Joe squeezes my hand. He knows upset. I nod. 'I'm sorry for your loss. She should be here. I think she is in the hall. I will go get her' The doctor walks out and I smile we continue to have a laugh. My grandma walks in and smiles at us even though she looks sad. I can tell cause it doesn't go to her eyes.

'Are you three ready to go?' My grandma asks. I nod. She helps me on my crutches cause I broke my leg. We hop down the hall with my stuff. I was struggling with the crutches so Jim and Joe were helping me. When we signed me out and we finally left the hospital I freaked out about going to the car. Probably because I was told I was in a car crash. I did something that Troye taught me. It was to tap each finger with your thumb and concentrate on it. So I do. but I have my crutches so they fall and I almost fall. Good Move Ellie. When I finally get in the car we listen to music and sing along. When we finally arrive back I get out the car and go into the house. Can I call it home? We walk inside. I smile at the all to familiar house that I grew up in. Jim as been her many of times but Joe. Joe has never been here before. This will be weird.

But hopefully i'll survive.