Hope

Chapter 3

Perrie's POV

So..I have like an hour to get ready..After I had a shower I blow dried my hair and then I straighted it. Now I had to find what to wear. I wanted to impress him so I had to find something good.. I picked up a white crop top and black jeans. It sounds really simple but it was looking really good. I put on my black high heels which they ended up to my ankle and the only thing that left for me to do was my make up.

As soon as I was done with it I heard the bell ring. It must be Zayn. I was so nervous but I didn't really know the reason.. I mean ok I would meet with my ex-boyfriend again but... ex-boyfriend wow, that hurt me much more than I could realise it did..Anyways I had to stop thinking of thinks like that. I rushed to the door as I took a deep breath and opened it. You can do this Perrie, I said to my self..

"Hey" Was the only thing that slipped out of my mouth.

God Zayn looked so damn handsome..

I couldn't speak I was just staring at him like a freak. That would much more difficult that I thought..

"Hey, you look gorgeous" He said with a wide smile printed on his face.

He called me gorgeous! Omg Perrie focus you're acting like a little girl who's fallen in love for the first time. An inner voice said to my head. Ok enough, how long am i gonna stay outside my house being lost in my thoughts?. Ok finally I stop.

"Thanks you don't look bad yourself" I told him. He smiled to me, his smile was my everything.

"Shall we go?" He asked me with a fancy accent. I laughed and I nodded as we made our way to his car.

The ride was silent, none of us said nothing but I didn't mind. We finally made it to his house when he opened me the door somi could come inside. I stayed still for a minute. This place was waking up so many memories inside me...

"Please, have a seat" Zayn told me as he sat next to me.

"Would you like anything to drink?" He asked me.

"No, I'm fine thanks" I replied.

"So.." I heard Zayn mumbling.

"What do you wanted me to talk about?" I finally decided to speak.

"Actually Perrie I wanted to talk about us.." He said looking me deep in the eyes.

"Us?" I questioned.

"Yeah, I want to discuss about you an I, us because Perrie you need to know that I didn't mean to break up with you, with the girl I love much more than anything else in this world. Because you need to know that I don't love Gigi. My management forced me to date her just for the public eye. I didn't want any of this shit to happen. We were so happy together but all got destroyed because of some fucking stupid people!"

Wow I could see the pain Zayn was feeling. I really didn't know that managmemt was behind all this. Why would they ever wanted us to brake up? It's not their business! I mean yes they are our managers but that doesn't mean that they must control our lives..I love Zayn and whe we broke up I thought he didn't love me any more. I thought I had done something wrong so Zayn didn't want me any more. At first I put the blame on him not knowing the truth or basically not knowing anything because I had lost myself.. Without him I was feeling empty.. I was speechless, no word could come out of my mouth..

Zayn's POV

After I told Perrie why I wanted to talk to her, after I explained her everything I felt so relieved. It just felt so right but I when I finished with all that Perrie wasn't talking. I didn't know what to do I mean she had ro say something. Did I tell something I shouldn't have told?

"Perrie please say something" I begged

"I- I don't know what to say.." she mumbled.. Now I was feeling bad. I had to do something I couldn't just stay there watching her not know what to tell. Even one word something had to come out of her. She seemed a little shocked I get that but I had to know what she feels, I had to listen to what she wanted to tell me...

"It's just all so weird, I thought you broke up with me because you didn't love me anymore and that hurt me so much. After a while I kind of got over the whole situation ans started to feel better because I couldn't just stay in the past I had to move on. I was trying to convince my self that I got over you but I didn't make it. Then I saw you with that girl Gigi and I got hurt much more. I know I should just ignore the whole thing but I couldn't. I can't even now. It's so complicated and I don't even know what I want myself and now I'm here telling you all these things and you probably think that I'm a freak or something but you know what? I'll just leave because I don't wanna bother you." Perrie finally spoke. She made her way to leave when I stood up and grabbed her hand.

"Perrie don't go" was all I said.

"Look Zayn I don't wanna waste your time with my problems so it's better for me to leave" She said and I could tell she was about to cry..

"Perrie I invited you here because I wanted to talk to you about all these things that now are fucked up. Didn't you hear what I told you before? I told you all those things because I LOVE YOU PERRIE!!! I never stoped and I never will. At first I thought you would hate me after what I did and you would probably had moved on but clearly you didn't and honestly I'm really happy about that because knowing that you still love me is the best thing I could ever ask for. Knowing the girl who I loved the most in my entire life and I hurt but without me wanting to, not hating me and loving me just like I do...

"Zayn I-" I cut her off and before she finished her sentence I kissed her. I've been waiting for this moment so long. Our lips connected and moved in perfect sync. They were meant to be together.. The kiss was sweet and softy as soon as it got rough and heated. I licked hed lip asking for an entrance which she gladly gave me. I could fell Perrie smiling during the kiss.. Oh it was beautiful.. But suddenly someone interrupted us. And that someone was Gigi.. Fuck.

Helloooo so here is another chapter of the story!! What do you think of it? I think I like it. Next chapter tomorrow! Love you Nicole Xx