When it falls apart. (Book 2 in Mended series)

Heartbroken

Everybody froze. "Nobody in WWE  divas history has every main evented Wrestlemania!" Paige said. "Well you are looking at the first diva to main event wratlemaina." I smirked. We finished eating and left. I drove home and was so excited to go and tell Jon my idea. When I got there Eva Marie was on top of him kissing him. "YOU LITTLE ELF!" I yelled and took her by the hair and threw her to the ground. Jon sat up. "Iza I swear she was over me." He said. "Say what you want to I saw it and yet you told me you loved me. If you loved me you wouldn't have done that." I said. Eva smirked. "I don't know what you're smiling at, but I will tell you this you are married and Jonathan will be notified of this and I have proof." I said. I started crying. Colby walked in the room . And that's when I lunged, swinging at every chance I had. "Come on, you can wrestle, hit me back!" I yelled. Colby pulled me back. I sobbed into his shirt. "What happened?" He asked. "He cheated on me." I sobbed. "Jon, come on bro." He said. "No, she got over me! And wouldn't let me talk she just kissed me!" " Can We go off so I can talk to you?" I asked him. "Sure." I grabbed his hand. "Oh and just so ya know, you can screw her all you want because we are done." I said. "Come on Iza!" He yelled as I walked out. We got to his car and I just broke down. "Hey, Iza its gonna be ok." Colby cooed rubbing my back. "What if it isn't? I loved Jon and everybody I ever loved walk away from me." I sobbed. "Well I'm sure as heck not going anywhere, Paige isn't and neither is Joe so you know for sure that you have us." He said. I looked into his big brown eyes. "Is this the first time this has happened?" I asked. Colby looked down. "No." He said shaking his head. I continued to cry. "You know what, forget him, he lied to me. Used me and played me a fool." I said. "Would you like some ice cream I heard that it helps girls get over boys?" He laughed. "Yea sure." We got into the car and he started it. I glanced at Colby. I bit my lip. He got to the ice cream place and parked. "Come on." He said grabbing my hand. I felt a shot of electricity shoot through my hand. I smiled and followed him. "What kind do you want?" He asked. "Moose tracks." I said. "One moose tracks and one Butter Pecan." He told the guy. He swiped the card  and handed it back. "Thank you." I squeaked. "You're welcome." He smiled. We sat down in the booth and started eating. "Jon just seemed as though he was the one for me." I said. "Well if he doesn't come back around then he isn't. But if he does, do what feels right." He said. "I should have slapped him." I huffed. He smiled. "Then you would make him upset. He'll probably go and get drunk tonight." He said. "Well, he needs to feel the pain that I'm feeling, I don't feel bad for him." I shrugged. "Still sassy as ever." He smirked. "Better believe it." I laughed. We continued eating and I laughed at his corny jokes and looked into his eyes that are full of life. We got up and put our stuff in the trash can. "Doesn't shopping help girls too?" He asked. I laughed. "Yes but I'm not spending your money." I said. "I didn't ask you, it was a command." He smiled. He grabbed my hand and walked to the hat store. He followed me everywhere in that store as though he was a lost puppy. I found a hat that would go great with him. It said:Destroy Everything Regret Nothing. I got up on my tip toes and put it on his head. "Let's get matching ones!" I said. He smiled. He went to the register and paid. We put the hats on. "Thank you." I smiled. "You're welcome." He smiled. We kept walking into the sunset. "Can we go talk?" He asked. "Yeah!" I said. We walked into an alley. "Oh my gosh are you gonna like rob me or rape me?" I asked. "God no! I care about you and honestly I'm a bit scared of you." He smirked. I laughed. "But I just want you to know that if we get here and Jon is drunk then we are gonna go to Joe's room for the night because Jon is not something you wanna be around when he's drunk." He said. I bit my lip. "I seriously can't take it anymore, kiss me." I said. "What?" He asked. "Kiss me." I said. He slammed his lips against mine. My fingers laced in his hair and gently massaged his scalp. He smiled. And continued to kiss me. "Was that what you wanted?" He asked. I got up on my tiptoes and kissed him again. "Yea that was definitely what I wanted." I smiled. We drove to the hotel I was hoping that Jon was drunk so Colby would stay with me. Colby put me behind him and slowly opened the door. There were beer bottles everywhere. "Yeah we are staying with Joe it's definitely not safe to be in there." He said. We went to Joe's room. "Can we stay with you Jon is drunk?" Colby asked. "Sure." We walked in and sat down. "Now why is he drunk? He only gets drunk when he's celebrating or mad." Joe said. "Jon cheated on me." I said. "He what?" He asked. "Yea I walked in on him and Eva Marie." I said. "I thought that you two were made for each other." Joe said. "Yea, I did too but if people got paid to have correct thoughts this world would be in poverty."  I said. "True. So what did you do?" He asked. "Well Colby took me for ice cream and shopping." I said. "Well that was nice." He said. I smiled. "Yea it was." I said. "So how long is Jon gonna be like this?" I asked. "Don't know it all depends." Colby said. "Well I'm gonna crash." I said. "Goodnight" they said. I laid down and cut my phone on. I went on Instagram and checked my feed. I was definitely the most popular diva  on social media. I grabbed my earbuds and plugged them in. I slowly let the tears stream down my face. I was so heart broken. It hurt to even breathe. After 2 hours it was 2 AM and I got my phone and Walked outside. I hit the button to the lobby and continued to let it all out. "You broke me." I whispered. The door opened and I walked outside. I sat on the curb and just cried. "I LOVED YOU JONATHAN!" I screamed. "I Freakin loved you." I said falling to my knees. "Iza I know it hurts but you have to let this be." Colby said. I turned and looked At him. "I loved Him. I thought he loved me too." "Well one thing is for sure...I love you." I turned and looked at him. "What?" "I love you." He stepped closer to me. "You can't love me. I'm a monster I ruined it. I should have just forgiven him. But no I took it all the way." I sobbed. "Iza, nobody will ever love you like I do. I can make it all go away." He said. "No. Nothing can make this pain go away. He was the love of my life. I would do anything for him. And we both are broken." I sobbed. "Well let me love you." He said. "I don't want a one night stand, I want real love and Jon gave me that." I said. "What makes you think I want a one night stand?" He asked. "Nothing but all guys are like that until they really get to know the girl. It's not just you." He looked down. "Look, I'm sorry but I saw Jon and I together forever him being the father of my children, helping them achieve whatever dreams they have. He's great with kids and I still love him. But it's hard to keep going." I sobbed. "What do you mean hard to keep going?" He asked. "I'm saying that I'm gonna get him back. Because if it hurts this much then I know it's true love." I said. "But you can have one more kiss to make it better because honestly I need a kiss." I sighed. He cupped my face and kissed me. It was breath taking. It was exhilarating unlike anything else. I sighed. "I'm sorry Colby, but not right now. If it doesn't work out then I'll come to you. But I need the love of my life. Jon means everything to me. I can't do it." I said. "What?" He asked. "Pretend like I'm ok. If I don't fix this It's gonna show, Stephanie will find out and it will mess up my in ring performance. I'm not gonna lose my career. I'm gonna find him and get him. Im going after what I want. I mean after all... Anything I want...I get it." I said and walked away wiping the tears away.