When it falls apart. (Book 2 in Mended series)

Visits

JON POV

I woke up and got my clothes on. I really felt bad for not showing up. I got everything and drove down to the hospital. "I hope I don't screw this up." I whispered. I pulled in and went to the front desk. "Iza Manchester." I said. "8873." She said. "Thanks." I said. She smiled and I walked off. I kept walking until I found her room.

When I walked in, Paige was already in there and talking with her. "What do you want Ambrose?" She asked. "My name is actually Jonathan Good, I'm just here to see her." I said. "Please don't hurt her whatever you do." She said. "I won't." "I'm gonna go now." "Hey." I whispered. "Hey." She said. "How you feeling?" I asked. "I'm ok." She shrugged .

I fell on my knees and cried. "I'm so sorry Iza I know that I should have pushed her off and I'm sorry that I didn't but I can't make it without you. I couldn't take the nights that I turned over thinking you were there but you weren't and I had so many nights when I thought back to the entire situation and I regretted all of it. I knew that I should have stopped and I lied straight to your face and I continue to ask myself why I ever did that. I'm so sorry!" I cried.

She looked at me with tears going down her face. "I forgive you. And I still love you. I never stopped, I just wanted you to realise that what you did hurt me. I'm not used to the relationships that you give me, you actually care about me. We do fling, but we always love each other. And I mean your body is glorious but I do love you. Always have and I always will." She said. I leaned down and kissed her cheek.

She wrapped her arms around my neck and hugged me. I smiled and kinda regretted everything I ever did to her. "I'll do everything I can to try and save this relationship." I whispered kissing her cheek. Little did I know she had already fallen into darkness.