Dear Diary (Niall Horan love story)

Chapter 4:But I Love You

I wolk up at 5:15 in the morning and i was scared because I was suppose to see Jordan.I know he wants me  back but Im happier with Niall and he just haas to understand that.I got out of bed and went to take a shower,it took 20 minuets to finish everything.my makeup anice nice smoky black,and my outfit was a black top with blue jeans and my black heels.When I walkeed downstairs,Niall and evryone else was talking,well more like whispering to each other.When they seen me they stopped so I knew it was about me.Niall came up to me and said"Goodmorning beautiful,how did you sleep?" I said"Ok I guess,I had a couple nightmares but....." he said"About what?"I said"You know who Niall Im scared that he might hurt you to get me back!" Right when I said that something went crash in the kitchen and I said"Who's in the kitchen?"Harry said"No one" Niall got up and went to the kitchen and raced out he said"Nicki go in the basement!"I said"Come with me Sam" She ran with me and we went into the basement and hid behind the stairs we heared yelling and things being thrown.I started sobbing,I wish someone knew what was going on up there.Someone opened te door and was walking down the stairs and was saying my name in a soft quiet voice. I knew who it was,Jordan.He said"Nicole,I know your down here I can smell your perfume."I checked my phone and Sam texted me saying that we should run out the back door and to the car.I shook my head yes and we ran for it .Jordan started yelling telling me come back I didnt listen,instead I ran faster.I got to te car,jumped inside,started it up and drove away. I went ot Jordans house to get my stuff,I had most of my things but somethiing grabbed me from behind and started choking me so I turned around and it was Jordan.He was saying"See Nicki this would not have happened if you would of stayed with me." Before we got to the house I told Sam a plan,the plan said;that when Jordan would say he loved me I and stuff like that I was would say I love him and give him a kiss and then I would push him into a wall making him fall and then ill kick him and we would move away with the boys.So that's exactly what I did I told Jordan that I loved him and he leaned in and kissed me and I kissed him back.He asked me this"Hey Nicki?" I said"Yes"Niall barged through the door and said"Nicole what are you doing!!" Sam grabbed him by the arm and pulled him out. Before they came in Jordan asked me"Nicki,will you have sex with me?"I said"I cant"he said"baby why" "because....I...Im on my lady time" He said"Let me check"I screamed"No dont touch me", I pushed him down and Sam and Niall came back in and seen what I was doing and Niall looked terrified while Sam was standing there smiling.After I was done Sam came over to me and said"Nice work girl"Jordan was on the ground whimpering and he said"Omg,she kicked me in my balls...My balls.Nicki why did you kick me in my balls?" I said"Well,I never said we were back toghether and what you just said to me was offensive because you expect me to do things with you whenever you want me to."He said"Baby no,I would never."I said"Well,you shouldve thought of that before you said it so now im just going to move away and live my life with Niall and the lads because they care more about me then you did, so goodbye!!!!!!!!!!" He screamed after me"But baby I love you!!!!!!!!" I yelled"go fuck youself asshole!!!!" and we drove home.