Ok, I just need to rant about this.
I hate when people are talking about you and you know they are but they don't tell you anything and you're in a call with them. I don't say anything about it but I know they are. I'm not going to say who the people are. But after they bring crap on me about it.
It also feels like they like that one person more than they do me. I don't like feeling left out. I don't like feeling hated or betrayed by someone I trust the most.
So yeah just needed to get that off my chest.