Suicide

Chapter 1:

"Uhg! spare me! Don't you know I have friends here?! I am not going to that stupid new school with the stupid new teachers & the stupid new people!" I growl. "And I am NOT going to that stupid house on the other side of the STATE!" my mom's eyes narrowed to slits. " Excuse ME?! you are going whether you like it or not!" Tears spring into my eyes. this is the start of my new life, whether I like it or not. "now, are you packed?" Her voice is softer. "Yeah why?'' because we are leaving today." "ring! ring!" I pick my head up warily. For a second I don't know where I am. Then, all too fast, I remember, and my head flops back onto the bed. Just then, my mom walks in singing,"rise & shine! time to go to lincoln!" I groan. A new school, a new home? what else is new?! "Come on Kaile I think you'll like it here!" She sounded annoyed and sympathetic. "FINE!" I say harshly. "fine." i say again and yell, "get out I am CHANGING!" And I wasn't just talking about my clothes.

that was 2 years ago. My old friends used to tease me about being shy. But they also envied me for being one of the biggest flirts in the class. Now i'm in a new school and I don't know anyone. I nervously step into my new school, a big building with glass doors. I am immediately pulled in with the crowd of students. "um, can somebody help me?" The next part happened too fast I didn't know what happened till the end. I tripped and fell-straight into the cutest boy I'd ever seen.

"oh. uh i'm s-sorry" I stammer. he has spiky brown hair and dark eyes that bore into mine. I stand up lightly brushing my pants off, embarrassed. "first day?" He asks me. "uh yeah." I say laughing lightly. "come with me." he says. o-m-g. I don't even know him and he wants me to go with him?! "i'll take you to the office." I bush. I shouldve known and say, "okay."

while walking I find out a lot about him. He is a football player, and he loves music, but that's a secret. when we get to a big door, 3 boys run up to him. he looks at me, and smiles at me but there is a tiny hint of fear in his eyes. "these are my friends," he says. one boy smirks. "Hey john! That your new girlfriend? what happened to that girl you kissed last week?"All three of them laugh. "No. she isnt my girlfriend." "yet."one of the guys mutter. I blush and say, "I have to go. see you." I turn and he grabs my arm. "Wait for me." he mutters. I laugh, and I say, " I have to go. I'll see you later?" he lets go satisfied, and I walk into my new life- officially.

I found my sched. in my backpack. thankfully i've been through this.

-your schedule-

block 1 : English _ room : 1402

block 2 : Math advanced _ room : 1403

block 3 : Gym_ room : 2350

-lunch-

block 4 : Social studies_room : 1435

block 5 : Science_room : 1490

I am walking to English, trying to find my way, when I bump into john- literally. "Hi!" I blush. "Hey" he says back. My heart is hammering in my chest and i found it hard to breath. "Need help getting somewhere?" I sigh in relief, "yes! I'm going to English and i don't know how to get there!" He smiles. " i'm going to English, too. I'll take you there." a girl with chestnut brown hair comes up to him and puts her arm around him. "Hey," she murmurs. "Hey Chelsie," he says, sounding a little annoyed. She smiled at me sweetly"so, are we skipping again?" he chuckles. "Not today. I have to show the new girl around." she frowns slightly "but'" he adds. "tomorrow."she smiles. "oh and by the way, this is Chelsie, my girlfriend." "hey." I nod tightly at her, then look at john. "So umm... " he flushes and starts walking away. "it's this way." then he turns around and presses his lip on hers. I could tell it was meant to be a quick peck on the lips, but I saw a small smirk on her lips and opened her mouth pulling him closer. i back away, shocked. he suddenly pulls away, heaving breaths. "i think" she smirks. " it think I'll leave now" her jaw drops in shock and anger. "but- but that always worked! it's her isn't it!your cheating on me!!!" she says venomously pointing at me. he wipes off his mouth with disgust. before i can say anything he shoots back, "what if i am? huh? its not like you haven't cheated on me?!" she recoiled like he'd just slapped her.  " have to go." I gulp turning twoards chelsie.   "I'm not- were not-" 'just stay away from him.'"