You're my obsession
My fetish, my religion
My confusion, my confession
The one I want tonight
You are my obsession
The question and conclusion
You are, you are, you are
My fetish you are
“Whatcha doing?” Jinxx asked me pulling back the curtain on my bunk. “Jamming to Cinema Bizarre, eating away my pain with fro yo. Why?” “I think you might enjoy where we are” I followed him to the window.
WELCOME TO GEORGIA Y’ALL
“No Freaking way! You guys are performing in Georgia again?” “Well, no. we are passing through Georgia to get to Florida and then off to the West coast.” I nodded. “And, since you and Izzy are oh so familiar with this place we need to stop for lunch. Where do you say we should go?” I looked over at Jake, who was on the couch.
“She’s in the bathroom” “Thank you!” I said running toward the bathroom.
“Are you thinking what I’m thing?” “I think I’m thinking what you’re thinking, I think” “Then you know where we should take these guys.” “Oh yeah!”
“We have decided” we told all the boys who’d gathered in the small quote “living room” we had on the bus. Ashley avoiding eye contact with Andy, I could see there little wounds haven’t been patched up yet.
“HENRY’S!” we yelled. They looked clueless. We shook our heads. “Henry’s is this Louisiana grill in Downtown Acworth. It’s the Best Louisiana cooking this side of the Mississippi” I explained. All of them made an “oh” face, like a light bulb just went off.
We pulled around back about thirty minutes later. We walked up the alley way, lined with a coke a cola mural. Me and Is got excited when we came closer and the smells penetrate the air, filling our noses and pulling us in. The guys thought we were crazy, but we didn’t care. Izzy grabbed Jakes arm and I Grabbed Andy and Ashley’s arm to hurry them along.
“Welcome to Henry’s how many?” “7” the girl nodded when I told her. “Follow me!”
We sat and ordered. And got our food. Me and Isabelle split the Ooh La La. “Okay, this is the best food I think I’ve ever tasted.” Christian said sticking a whole shrimp in his mouth. I smiled, knowing I’d like him, though he’d only been with us for a week.
~later~
“MOVE!” Jinxx yelled running into the bathroom. “NEXT TIME WHEN I SAY DON’T HAVE THE BREAD PUDDING AFTER YOU’VE EATEN THAT MUCH MAYBE YOU’LL LISTEN!” Isabelle screamed from the couch. I laughed.
I noticed Andy sitting alone, staring at the wall. I walked up and sat down next to him. He looked at me and said “I’m sorry. For every thing I’ve put you through. You deserve better then some punk ass kid from California. But just to let you know I will always love you”
I looked at him and said “You know, when I say I love you. It’s not to make conversation, or out of habit, it’s because you are the best thing that’s ever happened to me. Andy, without you, my life would still be what it was. I don’t think I would have lasted much longer. You saved me. I don’t deserve you. Not the other way around. I love you so much. Whether you know it or not.”
I kissed his forehead, and walked away. Before I walked down the stairs, he grabbed my hand and kissed me.
Passion and Love filled me up. I felt him smile as I kissed back.
There was one thing I was sure of right then. I loved this man. With all my heart. Whether I could stand him or not, he’d always been there. Waiting for me to fall just so he could catch me.
He was my obsession, my religion, my fetish, my confusion, my confession.
And I was loving every minute of it.
The only question was, did he love me back?
