Phil's POV
I wake up and try to open my eyes, I can hear Dan calling for me. I don't move, but after a few minutes I decide I should get up. I walk inside the kitchen and see Dan has made us both a cup of coffee, he hands me my cup and I thank him and go into the living room on my PC. He follows and sits next to me.
We just scroll through tumblr, and comments from YouTube.
We stay silent for about 10 minutes. Then Dan asks,
"Hey Phil, do you want to go like a cafe or something?," he doesn't look at me when he's talking. "Sure, how about right now?" I say smiling.
We walk into the cafe and both order a cappuccino and sit down.
"So why'd you want to come here?"
I asked him, "I don't know, it just seemed nice to get out of the apartment. And to have a chat."
He still didn't look at me. He's been acting kind of weird lately, what does he want to talk about? "is there anything specific you wanted to talk about?" I don't know why I'm worried, it's probably nothing important. "Phil, I'm dating PJ."
My heart breaks. Why does my heart break? I don't love Dan. Do I? When did they start dating? Why didn't he tell me?
"oh...how long has this been going on?," "about 3 months," he says smiling. I feel like I'm about to cry. But I should be happy for him. I mean he's in love.
I answer back with a weak smile, "oh..well I'm happy for you." he smiles at me noticing somethings wrong. "is everything alright Phil?"
"yeah, I'm fine. Can we just go back to the apartment?" he nods and we walk out and when we reach there I don't say anything I just head straight to my room and lie on my bed staring at the wall. A tear falls from my eye.
I've always kind of had a crush on Dan. But I can't be sad, because if he knows I don't want to him to date PJ, he could hate me forever.
I call Chris,
"Hey Chris, could you come over for a few. I want to talk to you."
He says he'll be right there.
I come out of my room and tell Dan Chris is coming, he says he was just going to PJ's so he leaves.
