Secret : Hunhan

Four.

I was confused as to why Sehun would visit me. I got out of the car and folded my arms against my chest.

"What brings you here?" I asked, my voice a little cold

He moved one of his hands that were behind his back and handed me some yellow freesias. I looked him confusedly but took them anyway.

He scratched the nape of his neck "For your mom. I'm sorry I couldn't give them to you earlier, I was just busy"

"And by busy you mean carrying on with your fuck boy antics?" I asked, not caring if I seemed rude or not

He chuckled nervously "Yeah, but anyway, I hope you rest them by her grave side"

"I don't need your pity, Oh Sehun" I spat, then sighed "If that's all you came for, then goodbye and goodnight"

I was about to walk away, but he gripped my arm and pulled me to him. I was very shocked by his actions and my breath got caught in my throat. Does he realize what he's doing?

He slowly let go of me and cleared his throat "I'm sorry. I should get going" he walked away, then ran once he was a bit far from us.

I turned to Xiumin who had his mouth wide opened and his eyes bulging out. If it was any other situation, I would laugh at how funny he looked, but this is different, way different.

"What just happened?" he asked, blinking his eyes rapidly "Did he just almost kiss you or hug you or something?"

I myself couldn't comprehend what just happened. Does Oh Sehun like me? Nah, he's not gay. Probably he wanted to strangle me for being rude to him. Yeah, that's it.

"Anyway, Xiumin, I'm going inside now," I said, my voice cracking a little

He nodded and got in his car, driving to his house which is about 10 blocks away from mine.

I got into my shabby house and went up to my room, closing the door behind me. I placed the flowers in a jar then sat on the bed and thought about what Sehun did. Did he really mean to do that or what? I have to admit, I do find him to be cute, but extremely sexy and handsome. He doesn't seem to be my type, though. He's a player and he isn't committed, well at least that's what I've observed.

I lay in my bed, unable to sleep as I kept thinking of Sehun. All I see is him, all I hear is his stupid monotone voice and all I could think about was him. Damn you, Oh Sehun! I closed my eyes, trying my by best to fall asleep. As I closed my eyes, a tapping sound made me open them back. I scratched my head in confusion, then walked over to where the sound was coming from; It was coming from my cracked window.

I carefully peeped my head out the window and tiny pebble found its way in my eye.

"Oww!" I winced in pain and looked down to see who threw it. It was the one and only, Sehun. Ughh, what does he want?

"What are you doing here?" I asked, rubbing my eyes

"I just wanted to see you," he said and I swear my heartbeat sped up after he said that

"Well aren't you rude, throwing pebbles at people's glass window instead of knocking on the front door," I said and he laughed.

Jesus Christ, his laugh is so amazing. No, stop it, Luhan.

"Can I come in?" he asked, already making his way to the front door

Instead of answering, I proceeded down the stairs and stood in front of the front door, hesitating whether I should open it or not. I saw his figure from behind the door, waiting patiently for me to open it, so I did.

"Come in,"I said and moved out of the small door frame to allow him to come inside "have a seat" I offered and he did so

I sat beside him "What brings you here?" I asked, cocking my head to the side

He sighed "Are you gay?"

I was quite stunned by the question and it was obviously showing on my face "W-what? No! Why would you think I'm gay?"

He sighed and took my hands in his "Look, Luhan, you don't have to hide it"

I took my hands away from him "I don't know what you're talking about"

He hovered above me and pinned me down to the torn couch, that would probably break if he adds more force to it.

His breath ghosted around my lips and I wanted to taste his lips so badly, but that would just throw my logic of me being not gay away.

"Then what are you?" he asked, coming dangerously close to my lips

I swallowed the lump in my throat "I-I'm straight"

He let out a low chuckle "Oh, yeah?" his lips came in contact with mine and my breath hitched. He didn't move his lips, just letting it rest on mine as I tried not to scream in excitement. He pressed his lips some more on mine and I leaned into it, moving my lips.

He pulled away, a smirk on his face "Does a straight guy kiss another guy?"

I looked everywhere but at him "I'm not sure. Do they?"

He laughed and placed back his lips on mine, actually moving it this time. I kissed back, snaking my arms around his neck and pulling him impossibly closer. We pulled back for air and our chests were rising and falling rapidly.

"My first kiss," I said and looked down at the floor "I can't believe my first kiss was with a guy"

"I know you're gay, just admit it," He said, but I folded my arms and huffed

"I'm not gay" I insisted, stomping my foot on the ground

Sehun sighed and placed his hands on my crotch. I was too shocked to do anything, so I let him have his way. I looked at him and he smirked "It's okay. I'm gay too"