Secret : Hunhan

Eighteen

"Oh, there you guys are!" Sehun's mother said after placing down her tea, "I thought you said you'll be down in a minute; you guys took forever!"

I bowed my head in apology, my lower back hurting and I bit my lips to stop the hiss from escaping. Sehun went all out—fucking me in all types of positions, some which I have never seen or heard of before. I'm generally impressed that his dick didn't break when he hung off the bed and allowed me to ride him.

"Sorry," Sehun apologized but I'm pretty sure he doesn't mean that. "Choosing an appropriate outfit to meet my beautiful cousin took longer than I expected. Once again, I'm sorry. Oh, hello, Irene."

She smiled at him and bowed to greet him, "Hello, my favourite cousin in the world. Who's this?" She asked, motioning to me.

I smiled sheepishly at her and Sehun introduced me. "He's Luhan," and he's off limits, I heard him mutter and I chuckled.

She walked up to me and hugged me. What the—

"I like you," She suddenly confessed and I widened my eyes at her. She let me go and turn to her mother, I suppose. "Mom, can I have him?"

Sehun literally dragged me away from her, "No, you cannot have him"

"And why's that?"

Sehun took a deep breath, "Because I love him and he's mine."

There was complete silence after that, nobody saying anything except staring at Sehun who was wearing a glare and he honestly looked more handsome. Not now! I scolded myself. God knows what's gonna happen next and I am not ready.

Mr. Oh stood up after placing his coffee down and Sehun held onto my hand tightly. He made his way over to us and I held my breath, fearful of what's about to happen next.

"I'm sorry, what?"

Sehun cleared his throat, "I said I love him and he's mine!" I wanted to run away as fast as I could but Sehun's grip on my hand said otherwise.

His father blinked rapidly and then laughed, "Are you telling me that you like boys?"

Sehun rolled his eyes and scoffed, "Yes, I like boys." He turned to me and tilted my chin up, placing a soft kiss on my lips and I couldn't help but melt into it. He slowly pulled apart and smiled at me, then looked at his father with a smug smile. "Capisce?"

The next thing I knew, Sehun's face turned to the other side but he was smirking. He shook his head and laughed, "You must be upset. I understand, really. But understand this—I can't help who I love and can't change that and even if I could, I wouldn't. I don't know why it's so wrong to love another person the same gender as I am and I will never understand why. Why do you follow society? Why do you let them speak for you and make your decisions? Don't you think it's unjust and pathetic?" A tear trickled down his face and it broke my heart into a million pieces. "Dad, I know you're really disappointed in me but I'm not sorry at all—not one fucking bit. If I had to die to prove to this fucking world that being yourself is not wrong, then so be it; I'd gladly die. People are so fucking ignorant and it pisses me off to no end. They say it's wrong to be gay but isn't it also wrong to tell a lie no matter how small it is?" He took a deep breath, "They overlook things like crime, sexual harassment, rape and the likes, yet they are dead set on hating gays and wanting to kill them—fuck, isn't killing a crime?! I know for sure that one day someone will make a difference, will prove to this damn world that it's okay to be who you are, until then, I have to settle living in secret and in fear. Fucking bullshit if you ask me!"

There was a pregnant pause and I'm pretty sure Mr. Oh was reevaluating his life right now. I gave Sehun's hand a light squeeze and he looked at me with a smiling face. I returned the smile and leaned closer to him, resting my head on his arm.

Mr. Oh sighed and rubbed his temples, "You speak well, my son but I have a reputation to uphold and I'm sorry but you can longer stay with us if you decide to let your sexual choices be known to the public."

Sehun shook his head and clucked his tongue, "I'll leave then. I'll spend the rest of my life with Luhan and Baekhyun because they make me happy, especially Luhan. Bye, father" He turned to his mother and she outstretched her hand for him to hug her. He did so and they hugged for a while before he let go and held my hand in his. "I'll be going now"

I gestured for Baekhyun to hold my hand and he did and we walked out of the house and headed for Sehun's car.

Once we got in the car, I kissed Sehun passionately on his lips and held him closer than I did before. He kissed back with an equal amount of passion but we lacked air so we pulled apart and I rested my forehead on his. "I love you, you know that?"

He chuckled, "You don't have to tell me. It's written in your eyes"

"I k—"

I got cut off because his phone rang and he looked at the caller ID with furrowed eyebrows.

"Yes," He said to the person over the phone. "I know who he is. What happened?"

I got curious, "What is it?" I questioned but he held up his hand and told me to wait. I pouted and waited for him to finish talking to the person.

He sighed, "Fuck! Okay, I'll be there soon"

He hung up and threw his phone on the ground, gripping his hair and knocking his head on the steering wheel.

"Sehun, what's wrong?" I asked, rubbing his arm. "What did that person say?"

He looked up at me with a sad expression, "Kyungsoo's dead"