TASTE THE FLESH

The Confession

Jacob pov

      Waking up early for work has to be one of the hardest things to do in life, especially when you're super lazy like me. Sometimes when I wake up I ask myself "Do I really need this job?" Then of course I think of all the things that I want, and of course Ty has to be my biggest motivation. Because I want to be a good big brother, that's all I've been trying to do in my life. After my internal battle to get out of bed I got ready for another long boring day at work. Walking into the establishment I was greeted by the company's slut Bridget.           

        "Good morning Bridget" I said in a monotone voice. "Morning Jacob" she said smiling. Bridget is the type of women who sleeps with married men just to get by in the real world. She's also the type of women you don't want to bring home to mother  either. Yeah she's one of those girls . Looking at Bridget I could see that she was flaunting her silicon breast to get my attention, which wasn't working. "Bridget it was great talking to you and all, but I got to get to my office I'm expecting an important client today." Before she could say anything else I quickly walked to the elevator. I safely made it to my office without running into my boss, you see Bridget isn't the only one that likes to prey on me. Its also my boss, he's really straight forward and determined. He won't stop until he gets what he wants. And what he wants, is currently me.

       "Okay I have a good 40 minutes before this mystery client comes in. What can I-" I was interrupted by a knock on my door. *Fuck* I thought.Before opening the door I made sure that my office was tidied up and that I had the papers for the client ready. Once I opened the door I was met with a pair of familiar deep blue eyes. It was Jason. " What are you doing here Jason?" I was in no mood for his silly little vampire tricks and to be quite honest I was still a bit shaken up from last night's dream.      

         "Relax I am here strictly on business, I'm that very important client you were boasting about."  He casually made his way to the chair in front of my desk. Normally I wouldn't let anything interfere with the way of how I do my job, but this is a whole another story since I'm dealing with a vampire. I made my way to my desk, I decided since he was being serious compare to how he acts at home I should act more professional as well.  

         "Well our CEO would like to merge with your company since we're both powerful companies. He feel that our production rate will skyrocket, making everyone fairly wealthy," I could feel him staring hard at me as I read the documents.  I ended up stuttering several time when I made eye contact with him. Up until now I never realized how intimidating Jason's eyes were. It was almost like he was anticipating for me to mess up or to stutter.

       I was flipping through some documents, but I failed to notice Jason getting up and making his way behind me. I felt him lean in close, I could smell  cologne which was intoxicating in a good way. I felt like I was being enticed by him just by his smell. " Jacob I'll be looking forward to working with you. I'm enjoying seeing this side of you, you should show this side more often." He leaned in closer and I could feel his breathe on my ear, I wanted to say something but when I opened my mouth words wouldn't come out.

          "I find this you to be a lot more attractive than  what I normally see." He started to feel up on my chest, I didn't hate what he was doing. I was actually getting turned on, with every touch he left a burning sensation. I wanted him to touch me more, I even moaned. There was a knock on my door and I was sent back to reality. My boss came through the door and before I cold say anything Jason greeted my boss. " Sorry that I'm late, I hope Jacob covered everything while I was gone.' Jason put his hand on my shoulder and smiled. " He did just fine, I really enjoyed my time with him. He is definitely a good asset to this company and that's why I would be honored to merge with you."

                    On my way home I  still had the image of what went down in  my office today. *What's going on?* I thought. When I got home there were flower petals on the floor, I didn't know what was going on, but my nosy ass followed them.  They went all the way to the dining room and I saw Jason  smiling at me. " What's with all these flowers? Did you fine your mate or something?" He said nothing, but he walked towards me I was kind of scared of what was going on in his mind.  "Jacob you're my mate,  I know that you can feel the connection that we share." 

               I stepped away from Jacob, I didn't believe him. I mean I couldn't. I felt like I'm always in these situations, but the problem is that I never speak up against it. I'm not like you," I said stepping back. That only made him walk even closer to me. "Please Jacob don't reject me. That'll literally kill me if you reject me," he whispered. How can this happen to me, it's like I'm living my brother's life. "Jason, I can't do this. I'm not like Tyler, Justin, or your brother. I accept you as a vampire, but a mate? That's too much for me to handle." I saw the hurt in his eyes, and I truly felt bad. I  decided to go to bed without eating because thing became awkward between us.   *What am I doing wrong in my life? * I thought before going to bed.