Sinuminati

Do You Trust Me ?

(Pac)

"Gi what going on for real ?" Ava ask.

I called off today, I wasn't feeling good. Since me and Dre big fight the other day I haven't been feeling good. Ava popped up at my house after her shift. I had the lights off laying on the airbed in the living room.

"I think I'm sick ."

"We needa go to the ER the ma. Whaa the-" She paused and looked at me as she cut the lights on.

She sat next to me and observed the bruises on my face. My nose was still purple, I had a hand print around my neck. My shoulders had a purple bruise from him grabbed me. I was a mess.

"What happen ?"

"Nothing. I'm cool."

"Gina don't lie to me !"

"It's nothing Ava. Things got heated between me and Dre."

"Don't be letting that broke nigga put his damn hands on you!"

"I'm not that's why he's not here."

"He shouldn't be putting his hands on you. You're pregnant!"

"My baby is okay."

"Are you sure?"

I sat there quiet. I hope so honestly.

"Yes."

"Gina look I'm here if you need me for anything."

"Thanks."

"Do you trust me ?"

"Yes."

"I'ma be here no matter what. I'm always one call away. Have you eaten ?"

"No."

"I'll be back."

I got up and showered before she came back. I made sure I washed my hair and brushed my teeth. I wrapped myself in the towel and answered the door for her. She had picked up pizza.

"I got cheese, is that cool ?" She asked sitting next to me.

"That perfect. My favorite." I laughed.

"Why did you move here?"

"Well I'm pregnant and my father doesn't accept it. I knew he was going to kick me out so we decided to move here since Dre is from here."

"So where are you from?"

"Arizona. What about you?"

"Philly of course." She laughed.

"Why did you move here ?"

"Well I grew up around drugs. My mother was an addict. Me and my cousin moved here for a better life and wanted more money. We came here to strip and get famous."

"My dad was an addict and alcoholic too. Where yo cousin now ?"

"She moved to Cali to become a video vixen."

We sat there and continue talking bout our lives. We talked for a good hour or two. The whole time my stomach was cramping. Ava is a chilled laid back person. I see me and her getting close. She had to leave to get ready for her second job.

"Wanna come with me ?" She asked before getting up.

"No I'm not feeling good still. I need to go to the store actually."

"Want to borrow one of my cars ?"

"Nooo. I'll be cool."

"Girl bye. Go get dressed and come on."

I went to the back and put on some yoga pants and a spaghetti strap shirt and my nike slide. I walked out with her and drove to her place. She let me borrow her 2014 Toyota Camry. She gave me 30 for gas. Which I didn't want to take but she made me. I plugged my phone up to the Aux cord and used gps to find a grocery store.

I need to get a couple things for the house. I walked down the cookie aisle and grabbed two packs of oreos. I grabbed a gallon of milk and oj. I grabbed bread, peanut butter, jelly, lunch meat, cheese, pizza rolls, and some pizzas. This should last till I get paid next friday. I stopped at the Family dollar, got some tissue and soap.

Something crossed my mind and made me text Dre and he didn't respond so I went to Pac house. I seen Pac car so I know he there. I walked up and knocked.

"Who is it ?" Pac voice asked.

"Gina." I stood there tapping my foot.

"Shit" he hissed.

When he open the door I walked in and looked around.

"Is Dre here ?"

"Nah ma'."

"Have you seen him ?"

"Yea I have. Why ?"

"He hasn't been home. I just wanna make sure he good."

"HE good baby girl." Lala said walking out the back laughing.

"I wasn't talking to you."

"But I'm talking to you tho." She walked up.

"La gone with that bullshit." Pac said pushing her back.

"Can you tell my fiance to please call or text me." I said starting to walk away.

"Fiance ?!" She laughed.

"What ?"

"Girl he ain't worried bout you or that imaginary baby. If he was he wouldn't be fucking me."

I turned around and faced her.

"Yup I said it bitch. Matter fact I just put that ass to sleep. Clearly you ain't his fiance." She laughed.

I charged towards her but Pac stopped me. He pulled me back some.

That didn't stop her she ran up and punched my in the face. I'm not a fighter but I'm tired of being everybody's punching bag. Every punch she threw, I threw one back harder. Before you knew Pac was pulling me off the hoe .

"YO WHAT THE FUCK?" Dre yelled walking out the room .

I loved this man with all my heart. I gave up my life for him. I gave up my family, my house, my car, my scholarship ALL FOR HIM. A . FUCKING. FULL. RIDE. All because love is blind.

"Fuck is you touching her fo' she pregnant." Pac hissed

"Boy don't be fronting like you like the hoe." She laughed.

My cramps became worse. It felt like i was about to start my period. I tried to brush it off but the pain became unbearable.

"Bae what's wrong." Dre rushed to my side as i stumbled back into the wall.

"Nothing." I paused. "I'm good."

As i reached for the door i buckled in pain. I clutched my stomach as i felt a warm liquid trickle down my leg.