Forever and Always (Larry)

Chapter Three

an... Sorry this took so long... and sorry if this isn't good.. tell me what you think about it :) <3 I also rewrote the first bit of this story.. so you might wanna read it before you read this.. not too much has changed though.. 

May 3, 2019

It's been three months since Leigha, the girl from the park, moved in with Louis and his my family. Darcy and Edward have began to call her 'mom' and Mary-Anne and Eric have begun to call Louis 'dad'. He loved all four of those kids and Leigha has made a way into his heart as well. Her condition, however has gotten worse. She's on bed rest and Louis has to help her with everything. It gets really awkward at some points, like when he has to help her bathe or use the restroom, but everything is good. Eric has gotten to where he is a huge boy band lover, his current favorite is One Direction.. and Louis don't really like that. They all know that he was a member of the band, but they don't know why he left and why he don't talk to or about the other boys. They do know that he was and still is in love with Harry. That hasn't and never will change. He still have nightmares, but they are getting better. You'd think that after almost six years the nightmares would be over, but they aren't. And luck isn't on his side today. Today is the day of Nick and Harry's wedding, and its live. Darcy, Edward, Mary-Anne, Eric, Leigha and he are in Leigha's room, about to watch the man he loves marry someone else.

"I'm so excited!" Eric squealed. For a five year old, his and Mary-Anne's birthdays are about two months apart, he sure gets overly excited about things. Louis just smiled and looked at the tv on the wall. "LOOK! ITS LIAM!" Eric shouted when the guests began to walk in the church. Everyone, from our old management to random people who worked in the building, was at the wedding, including Eleanor.

"How do you feel about watching one of your best mates get married?" an interviewer asked Liam and his girlfriend, who had Liam's arm wrapped protectively around her waist.

"Its so.. strange.." Liam chuckled. "I never thought that he'd be the first to settle down and get married and stuff." Liam chuckled. again. 'I beat him to the settling down part.' Louis thought to himself.

The interviewer smiled and nodded. "What about your old band mate, Louis?" She asked. Louis looked up at the tv to see what Liam would say. He bit his bottom lip as his eyes filled up with tears. "Will we be expecting to see him here?"

Liam sighed and shook his head. "No, he won't be here.. None of us has heard from or seen him since he left six years ago.. He didn't even tell any of us why he left.. Kinda selfish if you ask me.." Liam told her, mumbling that last little part. Louis took a deep breath. He wasn't selfish. He had responsibilities to do and kids to take care of. And now he has two more and a sick best friend to watch after. Poor Leigha wasn't expected to live for another month. "Harry and Nick sent him an invite, but it was sent back... So, you won't be expecting to see him any time soon.." Liam sadly told the lady before he and his girlfriend walked off.

"They are such liars." Louis mumbled. He has never received anything from those boys. None of them knew where he lived, so how could they have sent something? That's right, they couldn't have. Leigha slowly rubbed Louis's arm, trying to get him to calm down, but it didn't work. "How could they just lie like that?! None of them even tried to contact me!" He shouted in aggravation.

"Shhhh, dad!" Eric told Louis as the camera went to the room where Harry and Nick were to get married.

"I can't do this." Louis whispered and walked out of the room. He couldn't watch the boy he loved marry someone else. He couldn't. Harry was suppose to marry him, not Nick. He and Harry were suppose to be together forever. But Harry and his selfishness was ruined that. Louis tried to get Harry to help him. Louis tried to get Harry to stay. Harry wanted nothing to do with Louis or Louis's kids. Harry wanted nothing to do with his own kids. Harry was the selfish one, not Louis.

Louis found himself in the kitchen, Harry's favorite room of any house. He sighed and looked around. There were pictures that the kids made hanging on the fridge, causing Louis to smile. He stood up from the barstool he was sitting on and walked to the pictures. He smiled and opened the door, grabbing him a beer. Rarely did he drink, but this was him celebrating Harry's wedding. Harry was happy without him. But was Louis happy without Harry? Louis didn't know. He missed and loved Harry dearly, but he couldn't be with someone as selfish and hateful as Harry. He couldn't be with someone who hated on his kids and disowned his own children. "To Harry and Nick." He mumbled, raising his beer bottle to toast the happy couple before drinking nearly all of the bottle in one gulp.

Hours later, it was midnight and all throughout the day Eric would just talk about how beautiful the wedding was and how good looking everyone was. Louis tried ignoring it, but as soon as his head hit the pillow on his bed, Harry came to his mind. He remembered the day he gave himself away to Harry. Harry had been so gentle and loving, reminding Louis of how beautiful he was and how much he was loved. 'I hate you.' 'If you stay in the band.' 'Those mistakes ruined the band.' 'Spoiled and bratty.' 'No one wants your kids.' 'I hate you.' 'Mistakes.' Those words, the last words that Harry said to him, ran through his mind. "But I love you." He whispered, turning to look out the window at the starry sky and wondering if Harry was doing the same.