‡★Nightmare★‡ (On Hold)

Lost It all....

It's been two days since i had that nightmare....but... It still lingers freshly in my mind.....it's making me more paranoid every time i remember it and when every second passes by.......i didn't have enough sleep, bag under my eyes became more visible and my skin became more paler....it's been a while since i went outside, I would only go if i need to go to school or when we go buy stuffs at the market. After that... I've been shutting everyone out and i would lock myself in my room. I became more isolated and....more...cautious in my surroundings.

I leaned on the headboard of my bed, sighing heavily, 'I need to go out for a bit...mom and dad might be worried by my sudden behavior...' I thought to myself. I stood up and went to take a bath for a bit.

After taking a shower, i went to my drawer and pulled out a t-shirt with the Black Veil Bride symbol, some black jeans, my favorite navy blue hoodie and my rubber shoes. I wore all my clothes and quickly grabbed my phone and my head phones. I plugged in my head phone to my phone and played 'Perfect Weapon' by Black Veil Brides.

I walked out of my room and went for the door "Mom! Dad! I'm gonna walk out for a bit!" I screamed but before i could even go out, Mom went behind me and tapped my shoulder "here sweetie, advance happy birthday" she said as she took out a small box ' oh yeah, my birthday is tomorrow! How could i forget my own birthday!?' I thought to myself. I was still shocked but..i accepted it "Thanks mom. You're the best" i said smiling warmly at her "Well open it!" She said excitedly, i only nodded and opened the small box and saw silver necklace with a full moon design and a flower designed diamond attached to the side.

I was very shocked and happy at the same time.
I hugged my mom smiling widely and happily "thank you so much mom!" I said, she hugged back and petted my hair, "no problem sweetie, i'm glad you're happy, me and your dad picked that specially for you. So remember, while you're wearing that, we're always with you where ever you are" she said, i parted from the hug and smiled warmly at my mom "thank you so much mom and dad, you're the both the best parent I could ever have" i said, Mom patted my head "We love you too Nathaly, we always do, and we are happy to have you" she said and kissed the top of my head, "well i'm gonna go and walk for a while now mom" i said, she petted my hair lightly again and nodded, "sure sweetie, be careful. Now go and have your walk, while me and your dad will plan for your birthday tomorrow okay? " she said i only nodded and began my walk.

•~small time skip•~

I was walking on the side walk, enjoying the fresh breeze and beautiful scenery. I decided to head back so mom and dad wouldn't worry. As i was walking back, i heard sirens.....i saw a fire truck went by, heading to where my street is. I began to panic and dashed towards our house....and there i saw... Our house...in flames...

I ran towards it only to get stopped by one of the police officers "Ma'am! You are not allowed to go there! It's too dangerous!" Shouted the police while holding me back. I started to thrash around screaming "NO! MOM! DAD! NOOOO!!SAVE THEM PLEASE!!!!" I screamed over and over...until i gave up.... I looked up and just watched our house...burn down..watching helplessly....as everything i have...loved and cared....get lost in the fire.

‡ After 2 Months ‡

2 months..... Ever since my family died....2 months since i was adopted...
Yes, adopted.. After the fire i was immediately sent to an orphanage and got adopted by a middle aged couple, Mrs. Roxane Billford and Mr. Fernand Billford. They look like a sweet and decent couple.

But..., that's what they look like, Mr Fernand is a nice and caring man, he treated me like his own daughter and always treat me nicely, but on the other hand.....Mrs Roxane...is an abusive woman. She always boss me around, hurt me when Mr Fernand is away and sometimes....I would see Mrs Roxane with another man doing...sexual stuffs when Mr Fernand goes on a business trip.

I wiped the sweat on my forehead and continued cleaning. My so called "Mom" is out drinking booze the whole day...and my Foster Dad is at work and would return the next day...leaving me with her the whole day.....

I finished cleaning and decided to rest... But as i sat on the couch she came in wobbling each step she takes. "Hey brat!? Why are you slacking off eh!? We didn't adopt you to be lazy!" She screamed at me swaying her beer bottle and stopping right in front of me.

My eyes widen as i felt a stinging sensation on my cheek. I was stunned....frozen in place....as i felt tears roll down...."don't cry you bitch! We didn't adopt a fucking useless cry baby!" She spat, i couldn't take it anymore. I ran to my room, locking the doorand throwing myself on my bed and cried....

"This isn't what Want..... This is a whole nightmare! It must be!" I thought to myself as i hugged my pillow tighter.... "I Lost it all....Mom....Dad...I'm sorry..." I said as i took out my necklace and hugged it near my chest.. Crying even harder until i fell asleep..

~Dream~
I woke up...in the same place like my last nightmare...this time i felt...different...

I felt numb...

I felt anger...

Sadness...

Rage...

And...blood lust..

I looked around and realized i was in a grave yard.....
I saw a girl there..sitting in front of two graves...crying

I walked closer and realized it was....me. I tried to touch her but my hand only went through her like she was only a ghost. I looked at the graves..seeing my mother and father's name..perfectly carved unto the tomb.

I knelt down....feeling tears rolled down my cheeks. I stayed like that for a couple of seconds until... I saw everything turned into flames, I quickly stood up and began to panic. I looked at the girl, noticing that she was staring at me... Blood rolling down her right eye she tried to reach me. I backed away and ran as fast as i could. I ran to the forest and leaned unto a tree, i sat down and closed my eyes. 'Why is this happening!? Why did mom and dad have to leave me.......WHY?' I though hugging my knees as i cried harder. I looked up, and saw Her again.

"It's all your fault~" she said... I quickly stood up again and ran.

Your fault.....

I ran farther...

They died....

I wiped my tears and ran even faster...

All....because...of YOU!...

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Neko! Neko!!

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