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Austin imagine 9:"I love you"

Your POV

Waking up to 8 in the morning wasn't regular to me but it was my bestfriend Austin's house so his rules,his house,

i couldn't help but feel nervous every day i wake up in his house my heart skips a beat i love him for i don't how long but felt like my lifetime.

I met my old friend yesterday and i really liked him all my feelings for him came rushing back and i didn't know who to choose Austin or Kaleb,

grabbing my journal out writing down my feelings were the only way to relieve stress

'I love one person and like another i don't who to choose i love this guy to bits so much that it hurts me every time he's with a girl but he doesn't know i exist to him I'm just a piece of paper that was once used but forgotten.I still love him but...i don't want to leave his side i don't want to ruin what we have.

While the guy i like hes a friend that noticed me for what i am not what i wear,hes handsome,nice,and treats me like his i don't know which way to go......please help.If the guy i love doesn't accept me for me then im going to kill myself for following a mistaken love and time.'

By the time i finished this i was in a flood of tears i couldn't take the pain anymore of Austin being with other girls,

so i my decision was final and go with my old school mate even though this decision made me hurt more i needed this decision.

No caring about what i looked like i quickly ran downstairs and texted Joel to meet for a coffee at starbucks,

of course he accepted and said he was already there waiting for me "desperate much"i mumbled under my breath grabbing my card and keys and slipping on my blue vans.

*at starbucks*

Parking the car i walked into Starbucks glued to my phone not knowing where i was going "Y/N"a familiar voice spoke

"Joel"i shrieked jumping onto his waist and giving him a tight desperate hug "someone missed me"he teased squeezing my but

"oww were friends not a couple dick"sliding down his waist he ordered our coffees and sat down talking about whats going on in our lives.

Austin's POV

Why do i always do this,I'm so messed up waking up to yet another girl in my bed I'm literally becoming a sperm donner but i want to stop for my Y/N i love her but I'm to scared to tell her,

i don't want to ruin what we have what if she doesn't love me back...i just want her to be mine and only mine...

Getting out of bed i closed the door quietly and tip toed to Y/N's room

hoping she would be awake quietly opening up her door,

i peaked through secret agent "Y/N"whispering softly to her i didn't hear a reply so i barged in the door to find her not in bed.

Wandering where she went i saw her journal on the bed and couldn't help myself but look through it,

getting near the end i was in tears of what she had wrote about killing herself turning the page to find a writing so i read it...

Your POV

After the chat with Joel which was nice he understood what pressure i was under and gave me some advice to take home,

"well i better get going"he suggested

"okay,see you around"giving him a hug i tried pulling away but he wouldn't let go "ahh Joel you can let me go now"i whispered in his ear "what if i don't want to"he sounded sad.

"Then ill make you"tickling him to death in Starbucks he finally let go and squeezed my butt AGAIN

"were friends not a couple"i growled him and waved to him exiting Starbucks "we can change that"he shouted but i didn't bother to reply back,

on my way into the car i put Bridget mendler,hurricane on the stereo and drove away to the nervous wreck of a house.

Parking in the driveway i opened the front door with the key that Austin gave me and walked in,

"AUSTIN ARE YOU HOME"shouting vigorously through the house "must be banging the slut again"i mumbled to myself

putting the keys on the coffee table i ran upstairs and immediately stopped when i heard sobbing coming from my room.

Walking into my room silently opening the door quietly i seen Austin crying holding my journal tightly,

"A-Austin a-re you okay"i felt guilty seeing Austin cry it was all my fault i should've just killed myself even seeing him cry pains me my heart is skipping 1000 beats now as he stares at me with those hazel eyes with angriness and sorrow.

"do you love him"Austin said through his gritted teeth "love w-who"my stomach filled with butterflies as he stepped closer and closer to me until our faces we're inches apart from each others,

"this guy i think about you everyday i want us to be together Y/N i love you bur you don't see me do you i knew it you love him"looking down at my shoes i heard him get angry.

My heart fluttered at those three words my stomach felt like it was going to explode but i couldn't speak a single word to him,

walking to the side of the bed i sat down hoping all my problems would go away.

There was a pause of silence in the room tears fell silently from my face as i tried to tell him but it was like i was on mute, i felt the space next to me sink and Austins arms cradle me in his chest,

"who is he?"Austin questioned as he lifted my face to his

"you Austin"i whispered closing my eyes letting the tear fall.

"im sorry Y/N i didn't know"he apologized wiping my tear away "its okay"i giggled a bit opening my eyes to his hazel eyes and plump lips looking at me,

all of a sudden i felt his lips crash into mine harshly but this is what i have always wanted from him he licked my bottom lip for entrance and i let him my tongue was fighting dominance over his as the kiss got heated up.

He pulled away taking a deep breath from the passionate loving sexy kiss

"i love you Y/N and i always will"he breathed out cuddling me into his bare chest "i love you too Austie"i replied back.

After a while in eachothers arms we fell asleep connected to each other and unbreakable...