Justin Imagine 54:"I'm sorry baby"

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#Imagine your in the studio with Justin,Usher and Tyga they were producing a song together.You didn't want to talk to anyone,after Justin forgot your birthday and came home drunk and abusive with his mates...

Your POV

I wasn't in the mood...

Alone and Miserable. How could he forget my birthday can someone tell me?...

Laying on the sofa in my puffer jacket,Sometimes It's hard to face reality.I don't know him,It wasn't the Justin I knew.

I felt like crying all my feelings I've been hiding was locked up along with the real me,I don't understand I gave him everything It hurts me to see him like this.

I don't know him.Thinking about it was even making me cry I deserved to cry,everything he put me through covering up for him in front of the media. He doesn't even care about me I needed to be alone,I needed to show Justin how I really felt.I'm nothing to him

I just wanted someone to understand me...I'm a fool for falling in love look at the mess I got myself Into,I wanted to scream out all my feelings I was paralyzed.Locked up in my own thoughts,

I couldn't stand being in this room getting up from the sofa I could see the look on Usher's face,he was worried only he knows the real Justin. "Y/N" he called out stopping me from going on "whats wrong?"he asked standing in the front of me.

I just opened up my heart to him "He doesn't know how it feels,when I look at him all I see is regret.Sometimes I feel like I want to kill myself he's just a boy I never wanted this to happen,I'm such a Idiot for falling in love with him.I don't know Justin anymore I'm not with him in his heart I'm worth nothing to him.I don't know him"tears fell endlessly my arms hang loosely.

Feeling Usher's arms around me I felt safe for once like someone knows how it feels,"Don't say that Y/N I know he's just a teenager he loves you Y/N.Your making me cry I'm sorry for not being by your side you need to someone to understand.I do,just don't leave him It will break his heart".

I'm still crying my heart out "you need to tell him how you really feel"Usher replied,"I don't know how to tell him"Wiping my tears calming down"I'll leave you alone with Justin "he replied,

once again I hid my face with my puffer jacket, I was going to break up with Justin after his studio session.  Usher left with Tyga with only me and Justin alone.

I didn't look at Justin everything that has happened this is what its come to,my whole life I've wanted this to have a relationship with the person I love.Now I'm giving it up.

"Whats wrong Y/N,Tell me"his voice broke down as he sat next to me holding me tight."I was going to break up with you"facing his way.He broke down in tears holding me tight I couldn't stop crying,

"p-lease Y/N I need you don't do this to me"he said hiding in my neck I could feel his breath on my neck and tears flow down my neck"Justin I wrote this letter to you I want you to read It"wiping his tears.

"your not going to leave me aren't you?"his voice croaked we were both at the breaking point of our relationship,

"Please just read It"handing him the letter I couldn't bear seeing him cry It makes me cry.

Justin's POV

She looked away from me I was losing her, I already lost her.I'm so stupid I forgot her birthday I abused her,she will never forgive me,

I read her letter It really broke me apart

Dear Justin

I'm Broken,I'm Blinded cause you are everything I see.Something always brings me back to you,It never takes to long,no matter what I say or do I still feel you here to the moment I'm gone.You hold me without touch,I never wanted anything so much then to drown in your love and not feel your rein.You loved me when I'm fragile I thought that I was strong, but without you I'm weak.Your the only one I want next to me,because I won't give up on us.Even if the sky gets rough,I'm giving you all my love god knows were worth It.I'm so tired of being here I want to be in your arms 24/7,every second,every minute,every day.I know Its hard I wish that i could you what you deserve,cause nothing can ever.Ever replace you,nothing can make me feel like you do.You'd know there's no one I can relate too.I know we won't find a love that's so true,there's nothing like us.Nothing like you and me,Lost in confusion like an Illusion.You know I'm use to making your day,why am I so emotional,deep down I know this will never work.But you can lay with me so It doesn't hurt I don't want you to leave will you hold my hand.Won't you stay with me cause your all I need.They save love is clear to see but darling stay with me,I'm never gonna shut you out.Everywhere I'm looking now I'm surrounded by your embrace.I am deeply,madly In love with you Justin.Please don't fade away...

I made her feel this way after reading the letter,I felt closer to her she loved me I never knew that.I feel guilty for making her cry, I only want to see her happy,

my poor baby we were still in tears she wouldn't face me "Baby please forgive me I'm sorry Its all my fault"bastard.

"Please stop crying"she begged looking into my eyes "I will if you stop crying as well"my eyes were sore and red,"I miss the old you Justin Come back to me"holding her tight laying down letting her lay on top of me,

"I was always here baby"kissing her forehead she is calm,"I love you Y/N"I naturally said "I love you too Justin"feeling her heart beat on mine.I knew how she truly felt,I loved her too much to let her go now We were closer than before,I wanted it to stay this way.

She was beautiful she fell asleep in the crook of my neck kissing her goodnight,falling asleep the luckiest man...

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