It's ok

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by nicedude10

by nicedude10

"I'm gay," I ran immediately after saying it, being yelled at by the teacher, Mrs.Thornebush, the whole time.

When I reached my next class, I couldn't pay attention the whole way through, I was too nervous about what Calvin was going to do to me and honestly, I was scared.

"Aiden! Sit up this instant!" my math teacher, Mr.Wilson yelled.

"Sorry Mr.Wilson, I was c......"

"I don't care to hear your life story Mr.Miller, I just want you to pay attention in my class for once, now would that be so hard?" I pondered on this, whether or not it would, but my thoughts continued to travel to Calvin, what was he going to think of me? I couldn't face him like this, I just couldn't. I suddenly felt very sick. I got up, and walked out of class, I just couldn't do it.

I made my way to my car before any faculty could see me, I got in and drove home. When I got home, I fell into bed, and I cried. I cried until my eyes no longer had any tears to offer. Sleep overcame me soon after.

"Hey, hey Aiden. Wake up," a familiar voice called out to me. I groggily sat up, rubbed my eyes and looked at the source of the voice. Calvin stood before me. Before I knew it, tears started to pour out of my eyes, and a sob broke out from me,

"I'm so sorry Cal, I'm sorry." I whispered in between sobs.

"Shhhh, it's going to be okay, you are going to be okay. We are going to be fine. Shhhhh, it's okay," Calvin hushed me.

I looked at him through teary eyes and I noticed mine were not the only ones with tears.

"Why are you crying?" I asked with confusion.

"I-I have to go, I'm sorry. Bye Aiden," Calvin said in a voice barely above a whisper.

Calvin got up and walked out of the door, I stared after him in confusion. I didn't know what to think of this turn of events, but as I pulled myself together I was determined to find out.

****The next day****

I spotted Calvin before he could see me, he was talking to one of his football friends and there were multiple girls practically drooling on him, honestly, it was sickening but normal. He saw me and nodded, beckoning me to him and I immediately went to him because he hated to be kept waiting.

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******Calvin's POV******

I couldn't help but stare at him with hopeful eyes, he admitted to me that he was gay. It was hard to accept because I never saw the signs, either that or I'm not very perceptive. I love him, so much that seeing him made my heart race, I could never approach him, well until this year. I still couldn't bring myself to ask him out, hell I don't even know if he likes me.

What if I asked him out and he rejected me? I simply couldn't take that, I just couldn't. So for now, I'll hold my cards, even if it hurts. But sometimes, you do stupid things for the ones you love. I guess that's my cross to bear.

"Hey Cal," Aiden's monotone voice reached my ears.

I didn't know what to say, he says one thing and I'm already breathless. He looked at me expectantly, so I gather myself and choke out a small, "hey."

The emotion in his eyes was frightening because he looked scared himself, I told the friends....and my female fan club that I'd see them later. Aiden and I started to walk in the direction of the school, we have this, place. Like a hideout that we go to when I convince him to skip class with me, I pulled in abandoned hallway and, I pulled him into my arms.

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******Aiden's POV******

He grabbed me and pulled me into an embrace, I knew it was just a hug but why did it feel so intimate?

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Whatcha think of Calvin's thoughts and feelings? He was surprisingly easy to portrait. Whelp, tell me whatcha think (: LIKE COMMENT, AND MOST OF ALL......STAY BEAUTIFUL. LOVE YOU GUYS (: